Saturday, April 30, 2005
Saturday, April 30, 2005
haha.. nth much to say bout today.. then i feel like preaching.. haha..
Lets c... About life..
from experience i know that no matter whether are we sad or happy, we hav to spend the day.. so why dun we spend it happily.. however.. sometimes, spendin it happily is not the right thing to do.. for example, when your fren is sad n u r happy, u may hurt that person indirectly.. so it may not b a bad thing after all.. hahaz.. it shows our insentivity.. moreover, it is easier said than done i think..
being happy sometimes may b a veri hard thing to do.. coz i cant help being disappointed in myself.. why did i do this n that n end up like that in the end.. haha.. its all the wat if questions that float in my head.. sometimes, i end up being angry with myself for stupid decisions that i made.. i know u muz b thinkin that wat done cant be undone however, it will juz bothers u wat..
What i believe in is time heals all wounds i think.. so take your time to resume normal cheerfulnes.. haha..
About love..
I strongly believe in love cannot be ordered and if i like someone within weeks, it means that it is infatuation.. haha.. It is always the case: the person u like dun like u while the person u dun like like u.. it is a fact of life.. haha.. so it is so hard to find someone who u like n like u back not bcoz u like him but bcoz he like u.. u get wat i mean?? it is so rare to find a person.. So pls dun fool yourself that u like that person coz he like u or coz he woo u hard.. it is stupid n silly n will break veri veri soon.. it wun last long at all.. moreover, being together at this age usually end up breaking.. how often do u c a couple last til they get married at our age?? haha.. stop bluffing yourself that it will last... at last not at this age i think.. i oso feel that there is no use begging the guy to go back to u if he leaves u.. this is becoz there is not more feelings there.. so wats the point?? this also means that he is not your Mr Right.. n oso that your Prince Charming is someone else.. so go n look instead of mulling at home.. haha..
Things are always easier said than done in the end.. haha..
Friday, April 29, 2005
Friday, April 29, 2005
haha..i m a abnormal person... haha.. the more exhausted i m the more high i will be in school for a short period of time.. hahaz.. then i will be like a zombie.. hahaz.. then start laughing again to destress..haha .. then tryin to catch as much sleep as possible everynow n then..
Firstly.. im so proud of myself.. haha.. i didnt know that i have such gd stamina.. i took the 2.4km run on thursday.. n my time was 13.53min.. haha.. i m so damn happy lo.. haha.. coz my timing has always been 15+.. i pushed myself at the last round n fought against the temptation to stop and walk.. haha.. i persisted to the end.. N I DID IT!! hahaz.. i got back my econs excerise book n i got 8/20 for th DRQ.. haha.. i heard many failed too.. haha.. then had bio pract whereby not many saw plasmolysed cells.. then got track meet.. whole class wanted to pon and we even told the teacher to help us.. haha.. how dumb.. but in the end we stayed coz 2 of us were running n Alison was in cheerleading.. haha..
Today... hahaz.. during chem lesson, im so scared that she return the chem test.. Coz i hav a bad feeling.. so scared that i fail.. i think i did badly.. real badly.. haiz.. then during bio tutorial... haha.. my table keep on laughing n Joanna table too.. haha.. then May ping table too.. haha.. that is one methor that we found out how to irritate the teacher.. haha.. by laughing.. seriously, i dunno wat i was laughing about half the time.. mayb coz im too stressed.. hahaz..
Then after GP.. me n alison went back to NY for fun.. haha.. saw that ny is veri happening.. there was talent time audition going on too and a chinese PW thing.. haha.. saw a few x-classmates n familiar faces.. how i wish im there.. haha.. the whole NY was buzzing with life.. haha.. then took a cab back to Aj for the Aj Idol at 6 with alison n hongyi.. haha.. we made it juz in time for the Aj idol.. there was quite a lot of crashers n the seatin was free seating.. haha.. then Darryl came.. haha.. so happy.. haha..
The Aj idol was not bad.. the finalists were good.. this shows that there are hidden talents in Aj coz the most of the finalists r in sports cca.. haha.. One of the mc, Nicholas, was from RI n my cca.. haha.. n he is quite cute.. a eye candy.. haha.. i loved the forth singer.. she won the singing category.. she sang the sun yan zi song.. so nice.. she is damn damn damn damn gd man.. haha.. so impressed..she could reach all the pitch.. haha.. then the person who won Aj idol chose the wrong song for the individual part.. lucky for him, he was the lead singer for the band.. where he sang so much better.. he cried when they announce that he won the Aj idol.. got free hand phone plan for half a yr by singtel.. haha.. n other prizes.. however, i feel that no matter how high the whole audi is, it is still quite dead... as in not all are high and singing loudly enjoying themselves like how NY was.. hahaz..
Forgot to add.. the yue tian sheng look alike who is jasmine's eye candy( not that certain bout calista n others) was sitting 2 rows behind us.. haha.. directly behind jasmine.. haha.. then she was giggling bout it.. hahaz.. then the row in front of us is filled with cat high boys.. The whole audi was decorated with balloons.. then they release the balloons when the winner was announced.. jasmine was afraid of the balloons.. however!! one guy in front from cat high is even more afraid of balloons!!.. haha.. so funny.. haha.. me n alison n wei da laughing like siao..
hahahaz... so funny!! imagine a guy scared of balloons.. hahaz..
then met darryl outside the audi n show alison who he is so i get to gossip bout him to her.. haha.. kidding.. hah.. then thanx to darryl, his fren aka shi fu, moses, was shoutin my name a couple of times outside the school gate even though he didnt know me.. haha..so funni.. then went to take train with wei da n hong yi.. i requested to go for the second train coz the train is quite packed.. haha.. n they realli miss the train leh.. haha.. then i was so cold n crappy.. hahaz.. Nites.. im too tired..
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Hmm.. today during bio tutorial which is the first period, Izhar was sitting beside me then we were veri quiet.. which was quite unusual coz when a talkative person (me) and another talkative person(him) are put together, we will be quite noisy..
then after the tutorial end, Izhar couldnt wait to get out of the classroom coz it is break.. so i was a bit curious as its onli 8.25 in the morning.. too early to eat.. then he told me the horrible thing..
he said that there was a dark shadow sitting in between of me n him during bio tutorial!!.. so he didnt talk to me n look in my direction.. that is so freaky!! but since i cant c.. i wasnt that afraid.. moreover, i wasnt having goosebumps.. However, the whole class knew bout it then a few girls were more afraid than i m when im supposingly the victim.. haha.. jasmine n alison sitting at the table together with us was a bit freaked out.. haha..
HAnded in my econs exercise book.. so scared that my teacher think i did not put in enough effort.. haiz.. coz my econs is rather weak.. then Ms Chua says that the chem test wasnt that wee done.. Ohhhh Noooo.. shit.. now im worrying.. Moreover, Mr Yong today like so pathetic leh.. i feel so sad n guilty.. he came into class to teach maths but seems like no one is caring that he is in class.. he seemed to be talkin to himself onli.. then he left the class for a while.. then i feel sooooo bad.. then he walk a bit n came back to class.. poor thing.. haiz..
Then the rest of the day went as normal.. then i stayed in sch tml the tracks meet.. i saw a few cheerleading groups.. then saw a Malaysian OG mate in a t-shirt that says "i love Singapore".. haha.. i couldnt believe it.. hahaz.. then i was laughing out so loud.. hahaz.. dun you think it is veri funny?? hahaz.. then i went to meet melissa to get my notes back.. hahaz..
Got so many homework due on Friday lo.. sianz.. haiz..
Monday, April 25, 2005
Monday, April 25, 2005
Oh Nooooo....
i think i screwed up today's chemistry test.. haiz.. i missed going bowling with my father and two brothers over the weekend for this test and i still screw it up..
i think i was too nervous and tense and im not confident of my answers..
the LT was veri cold too.. haha.. thats an excuse..
haiz.. im so worried over the marks now.. But its over and i cant do anything bout it.. haiz..
its over..
Hmmm.. if i get a B and above, i will buy a roasted chicken back from shop n save at khatib mrt to celebrate. haha.. coz the chicken smell realli gd everytime i past by it.. haha.. so a little treast for myself if i didnt do that badly.. that is not considered bad hor.. haha..
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Interesting facts: i m in class 17.. with 17 girls in class 7 guys n im turning 17 this yr.. n my register number is 14.. haha.. this yr the common number seem to be 7.. hahaz..
then i told this to my mum the other day n she went to buy 1717 today for toto for $1..
and guess wat?? 1177 came in and my mum won $60.. haha.. it isnt a lot but enough to cover todays dinner at sakae sushi.. N guess wat?? today seem to be my lucky day.. i met Nelson Chew at the restuarant reating with his nephew.. haha.. i was with my family.. hahaz..
Saturday, April 23, 2005
haha.. wat a day.. haha.. hehe.. im over the moon man.. haha..
Firstly, i asked honey(melissa) out to mug with me in ang mo kio lib and derrick.. then Melissa asked jiahui n pearlyn.. then i met Melissa at ang mo kio mrt first n we had a bet that the person who come later will treat the other person lunch.. and as usual, melissa is late la.. haha..
then we went to library n started work first then derrick joined us at bout 12.. then he asked if the lib got toilet, n i didnt know n onli c that there is a handicap toilet so i pointed to him.. then he said he will not go.. then dear(pearlyn) joined us after her choir.. then she oso asked for toilet then melissa told her there hav.. haha.. then derrick was shocked.. haha.. he thought i trick him de.. haha.. but seriously!! i realli didnt know that there got toilet!! haha.. he endured for so long lo.. hahaz.. Ooppssss...
then we were asked to leave at 2.30 coz the cafe is closing.. then we met PEI SHAN at the door!! haha.. wat a coincidence.. haha.. wanted to go NYP for lunch but canteen close.. so we went to J8..
then we ate at long john silver then someone spilled his drink on me.. the back of my white top is stained.. haha.. but its okie la.. haha.. then we went to KFC to continue mugging after melissa left coz her family having gatherin at her house.. Then u know who we met?? DArryL!! haha.. wat a coincidence!! haha.. he was with yu xian.. haha..
then we found out that he is meetin bei jia to pass her bio ws!! haha.. then we asked him to call bei jia to come KFC too.. haha.. then we saw HER!!.. haha.. so SHiok!!.. hahaz..
im so delighted.. haha.. fAte.. haha.. fate brought us together.. hahaz..
N one more thing.. there was once in the canteen, i went to 5 different places in the canteen in one break n this guy is oso always there.. n today met him again at yio chu kang mrt.. wat a coincidence.. hmm.. never knew his name nor class.. all i know is he always seem to be flirting with girls.. haha.. Well.. mayb coz AJ is a small sch in a Small Singapore.. hahaz..
"The world is round. Wat goes round comes around." haha... n the world is a small place.. unexpected people also seem to at unexpected places... hahaz
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
i thought i blogged on monday.. haha.. nvm.. haha.. coz i finally get to c my ny pals(Melissa Darryl Elton Jiahui and Derrick) in their respective uniform... haha.. some look funny.. some looked mature wor.. hahaz..n i oso met up with huimin.. i think i was the worst in the factory worker uniform.. haha.. then hor.. huimin derrick n elton ganged up to lie to me that the others didnt go.. then huimin brought me to a place near them n i still didnt spot them til huimin said did i c a few barks standing there... haha.. its time for me to see the optician i think.. they r in brown in the center of the place n they r all quite tall n i didnt see them!! haha.. N i was quite high the whole day in school in anticipation.. haha.. it shows how much i missed u people.. haha.. a pity that a few couldnt make it due to cca n date.. haha..
Today had CCA!! im in interact club... hard to believe ar?? haha.. not realli la.. i enjoy speakin in chinese and dialect(teochiew) i think.. haha.. met some elderly who had speech problem.. then couldnt realli hear them clearly.. then i felt a bit bad about it.. haiz.. i brought jenga.. then so heavy n never play.. so i learnt my lesson.. haha.. then me and alison was talking bout scorpio guys.. haha.. bout their characteristics coz we know a few scorpio guys.. haha.. didnt know we think alike.. haha..
Well.. i hope that guys will not play with girl's heart.. If u r not interested in a girl.. pls dun give them the wrong indication..N if u hav feelings for the girl.. pls say out n not cause unneccessary gossips.. If u r those flirty types, kindly not give wrong message to all.. haha.. hmm.. juz something that me n alison discussed bout today.. haha..
There was this meaningful line that i remember..
" There is no end to revenge. The best revenge is to forgive."
I guess i truly believe in this because this is the soft appraoch.. n im veri afraid of teachers who do so as i will not bear to 'bully' them as they are too nice.. haha.. the reverse psychology.. hehe..
Thats all...
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Shit!! i typed alreadi.. then press wrongly n its gone.. now im a bit frustrated.. hahaz
well...
my Sat was spend with a chio bu mugging.. unbelievable ?? i dun look like a mugger rite?? haha..
Well... time passed slowly and i managed to finish quite a lot of work.. haha.. the afternoon was eventful.. i found out more bout her n vice versa.. haha.. i was suppose to borrow books for my elder brother but it was raining!!.. then i risked the rain to get the book.. onli to realise that my card got too many fines that they dun allow me to borrow anymore.. SHit.. haha.. went for window shopping.. wanted to get pencilbox.. haha..then bought dinner home for my grandfather.. my parents came back with friends n bought durian.. haha.. so i had quite a lot of durian.. then started on my pi.. was about to finish it.. haha... but was chatting.. then mel asked will my sms burst coz we sms so much.. haha.. wonder wat she will do bout that.. by the way.. i failed my chinese compo!!.. Wah lao!!! im sooooooo damn disappointed with myself.. im never going to write narrative again.. haha.
today.. melissa realli kept her word.. she didnt sms me.. haha. thanz.. but i think my bill will burst.. haha.. then i was goin out in the afternoon for a short while to get notes from my fren.. b4 i left my house.. my elder bro n dad kept on questioning me where im going n for wat.. i was a bit pissed because im all grown up.. im onli out to get notes.. wats wrong with them? i believe in do everything u wan others to do to you.. so if anybody dare to do anything offensive, they will get it.. haha.. coz im violent.. haha.. but its 2 pm in the afternoon..wat can happen?? haiz.. so disappointed.. then my grandfather is leaving for korea for holiday.. then sending him to the airport now.. so thats all for now i think.. haha..
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Bor!ng day cum lack of sleep cum got work cum 2 practicals cum a pe session... What a wonderful combination.. Well, unusual me, was quite.. mayb a bit too high today.. said nonsensical stuff that is totally stupid and sarcastic.. well.. i guess i hav to continue to be more reserved n not as crude as ever.. haha..
I was a bit slow during maths lecture.. my brain function at below average speed tryin to recall all the trigo stuff i learnt before.. hahaz.. i dropped my favourite mouse keychain in the audi.. thanz for pickin it up.. haha.. but my poor mouse.. the head is almost dropping off.. then my darling no.2(Ser Xing) volunteered to help me sew it.. so Sweet wor!! im so touched.. hahaz..
Was a bit shock when i saw my hp got 3 sms.. haha.. 2 from melissa n 1 from derrick wor... haha.. so long never contact le.. not going to tell u ppl the contents.. haha.. nth secretive la.. haha.. then sweet melissa honey entertained me while i was walking home from khatib mrt and climbing up 10 floors.. haha..She lied that she lost the mouse keychain and i actually believed her.. didnt realise how dumb i was.. haha.. the other day on april fool, she lied to me that she fell n broke her arm.. n i stupidly believed her.. haha.. I muz continue to walk to excerise.. haha.. coz im gaining weight.. hahaz..
Still thinking over wat post to put down in the form.. Heard bout the bio experiment thing bout bread mould n i was interested in it.. haha.. anyway, my cca so slack hor.. i think im going to join with shi wei..
i realised im crapping... well, im a crappy person.. saw some interesting lines from the knf show..
"The art of life: b awake when required n b asleep when supposed to.."
this reminds me of somthing that a fren told me before..
"There is no need to see things too clearly.."
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
YeaH!! My VeRi OwN 1st Bl0G LeH!!
I wanna thank my H0Ney for helping me to make this blog.. Its her creation.. Haha..
Coz im a computer idiot.. hehe.. totally hopeless with computer.. haha..
WeLl, the reason for this blog is so that i can have a place for me to put my thoughts in coz i think too much n my brain overloadin.. Haha.. u believe??
The other reason is so that my friends, no matter who you are, if you are concern will know bout how my life is after the Os.. hahaz..
Let me fill in wat happened today...
I was in the audi then lt4 then lt2 freezin away n poor Alison was sniffing away uncomfortably.. So glad that she finally went to see a doctor after so many days.. Something realli funny happened.. haha.. Durin chinese, we were in lt2 listenin to the CLDDS sing some chinese poems.. then Alison was sniffing away.. haha.. my OG fren sittin in front of us thought she was crying coz she was too touhed by the songs.. haha.. sooo hilarious.. haha..
Then went to tutorials.. blah blah blah.. then went to NYP for lunch.. hehe.. A grp of us all bought fish from the western stall but the uncle gave me mashed potatoe on top of the usual stuff.. haha.. mayb coz my fish is soo thin.. haha.. Then stupid me swallowed a pearl.. haha.. im always swallowin things.. Remember i swallowed a chewin gum on the first day of sch in Aj while the talks r on.. haha..
After stuffing myself with all the food, we went back to school on time for CCA.. I was excited at the start but it was a bit draggy at the start.. It took us some time to get there.. My fren was a first intake de then she took us to a man that she knew.. that man is veri skilled.. im soooo impressed by him.. haha.. dun tell u wat he can do.. haha.. then met another man who had difficulty pronounin words to us.. it took me n my fren MINUTES to figure out the few words he asked.. then sooo sorry that he had to keep on repeatin.. *S0rRY!** Then went home in the rain.. hahaz.. Thats all...
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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