Thursday, June 30, 2005
Thursday, June 30, 2005
i do hope my chinese essay can pass this time round..
My han zi all wrong..
haiz.. how to do well, rite??
then this let me think bout the maths test..
then bout bio test with all that careless mistake..
then chem n econ..
but then again.. its all over..
no point brooding over it..
no matter how sad i m..
the marks wun increase anyway..
im juz a little disappointed in myself..
coz i feel i didnt do my best..
full of regards..
haiz..
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
haha.. yeah!! all the can study test over le! haha.. had chem today.. well.. i hope i do pass well coz the paper is like quite okie xcept the mcq..haha.. Still rmb ytd night, i cant study chem.. nth much went in i think.. then i sms melissa.. haha.. then she scared that i will cry then call me.. haha..
then i still rmb i think was mon.. b4 the test in the square there hor.. got a person ask hongyi go n die jokingly.. haha.. then jasmine n i said actually its a honour to b asked to go n die.. haha.. coz he too clever le.. haha..
then hor today after chem, me jasmine alison n izhar went to nyp for lunch coz me n alison later got clao listening.. (Juz heard from weebing that yj dun hav listenin) haha.. anyway, today the listenin was a bit tough.. anyway,we went there then i called kel.. haha.. he was in sch.. then he came n look for me n agreed to help me fix my com after my listening.. YEAH!!.. so here i m happily typing.. my com back to optimum condition le.. haha.. so happy.. hehe.. then weizi came to my home too.. she studied physic with me n kel talking.. i think it was too distracting to study for her.. haha..
then tml got clao paper.. my last paper.. haha.. im juz relieved that everything is over.. then can watch anime le.. haha.. my dad n younger bro was watching inital d without me.. then i was so tempted to watch.. haha.. but on second thoughts.. i still got tutorials to do.. haiz.. dampened my mood.. tml still need to do the chinese hoilday homework after the chinese paper.. haiz.. i hope i can finish my tutorials tml then i can play n watch all the dvd that i waiting for me to watch.. hehez..
o ya.. i realli think that my maths is too horrible.. coz weizi hor onli dunno how to do 5 m.. oh man.. i think i have to buck up on it le like siao le.. so im determined to do well.. mayb i go n get papers from the other schools n practise like siao bah.. haha.. i think i siao le.. haha..
o ya.. the joke bk i have with me now is veri veri funny leh.. haha.. i go n type on class 4a1 website.. hehez.. always wanted to do that but no time.. hahaz..
Lastly.. THANK KEL!! hehez.. my dear pal.. so nice of u to help me.. thanks.. *full of gratitude*.. hehez.. take care eh pal.. Best of luck in everything!!~~ :P
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
haiz.. i confirm failing my maths le.. this is so demoralising.. took me til5 for me to get over it slightly n start on chem 4 tml test.. haiz.. first time a test hit me so hard..
then my bio got a lot of careless..haiz.. coz not enough sleep.. haiz..
hope that my gp will pass this time round..haiz..
i do hope my econ is okie..
now im so scared of tml chem test.. fear for the worse.. haiz..
haiz..
im so disappointed with myself again.. 4 maths again.. haiz
i failed both math test.. i do hope it will not continue on like this..
haiz.. if only im in poly.. no more maths..
haiz.. my heart feel sour once i think of the math.. then when i reach home, i realise that i drew the graph wrongly..haiz..7m.. haiz..
i think im mentally prepared to get back my mark with a F9.. haiz..
Y it will b like that?? i think is coz im dumb.. haiz..
*facing up to reality*
Friday, June 24, 2005
Friday, June 24, 2005
4got to add that the food at the club there that was served to us was xcellent.. haha.. then the owner kept on asking us to go there for lunch and mention Dr Oliver name then will hav special discount..haha..
saw this email sent to me by dear old Fanny.. haha..
http://i.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content/2529/4candles.swf .. its realli nice.. go n watch..
wanna say that i realise the resentment in me for u had grown.. mayb coz im jealous.. but i feel u r being fake.. i dunno.. its juz a feeling that i cant brush off.. i cant realli stand seeing u again.. its all a show.. i dun like that feeling.. To think it will end up like that.. Life..
Friday, June 24, 2005
so long never blog.. my hand itchy.. so came here no matter how late it is alreadi n how bhind time im in my schedule..the massag for the ey is on now coz myeye is too tired.. that is wat i believe but i think there is going to b alot of typo..
haha.. anyway, i attended a camp for interacters for the past three days.. taught us lots of stuff and i learn a lot of new things n got an answer to one question in my life..
anyway, thanx to this camp, it brought us(the exco) together closer than before.. so we are more united and will be able to lead better in the future.. didnt know that so many of us are attached..haha.. anyway, it so happen that it will be evon birthday tml n aini's the nxt day, so we celebrated it with them today.. we wrote some stuff and paste it on a board for them.. n they were so touched n amazed as they didnt even smell a rat..haha..
during the camp, saw that there was this girl that we call acg..haha.. she is my age lo.. n acts like a 13?? totally immature with those high pitch voice.. yuck.. quite glad that the camp is over..my grp was in charge of games.. however, when the game is on, me n aini were mugging with the rest n heck bout it..haha.. oops..
not been having enough sleep.. haiz.. haha.. im tryin to look on the bright side, tests will b over in a week..haha.. so hav to work for another wk onli..hahaz..
Some quotes that i got..
"Among other things you intend to 'cut out' in your future include the word 'immpossible'."To have succeeded2 laugh often n much;2 win the respect of intelligent ppl n affection of the children;2 earn the appreciation of honest critics n endure the betrayal of false friends;2 appreciate beauty;2 find the best in others;2 leave the world a little better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;2 know even 1 life has breathed easier becoz u LIVED--This is to have succeeded."Never give up on wat u realli want to do. The person with big dreams is more powerful than one with all the facts."" A person who sowa a single beautiful thought in the mind of another renders the world a greater service than that rendered by all the fault finders combined."" No one has given u an opportunity? Has it ocured to u to create opportunity for yourself?""The great Edison failed ten thousand times before he made the incandescent electric light work. Do not become discourage and quit if u fail once or twice before making your plans work." " Don't say u dun hav enough time. U hav the same number of HOURS PER DAY as Helen Keller, Pasteur Michelangelo, Mother Theresa, Leonardo De Vinci, Thomas Jefferson and Albert Einstein."" i dunno wat your destiny will be. But one thing i know; the only ones among you who will be really happy are those who sought and found how to serve"" Ppl who study all day are selfish.""Committee memebers are the unwilling selected from the unfit people to do the unneccessary for the ungratefuls."" 90% of the people in the world are living in a lower lifestyle than us (Singaporeans). Even the poorest in Singapore are among the 10% of the fortunate people in the world."Something from Dr Oliver,A guide to daily living require us to ask ourselves..1. Hav i spent some time for self examination?2. Hav i spend quality time with my family?3. Hav i given my best in my work?4. Hav i spend some time with some one near and someone far?Yupp.. thats all i think..haha.. O.. i send 823 sms last month..Oops..hehez
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Saturday, June 18, 2005
i simply cant help it.. set alarm at 11 but woke up at 12.15.. i hav to confess that im realli realli veri veri tired.. mayb coz these few days i hav not been sleeping much.. but im tired.. i still take a nap juz now.. n forced myself up to read bio notes.. ate bananas hoping that i will b more alert.. doesnt seem to be working.. so im munching on chocolate now.. die.. im too too sleepy.. i think i will sleep early today and not study le.. haha.. im so so sleepy... k.. gtg n get back to my cells..
Friday, June 17, 2005
Friday, June 17, 2005
i hav been waking up at 8+ n sleeping at 2 + for e pass 2 days..
so i was too xhausted to blog ytd.. so this is e make up lo.. hahaz..
Ytd morning, had to drag myself out of bed.. haha.. then i was late in meeting serxing.. haha..
then something so sad happen lo.. haiz.. both of us r in charge of e green group.. then onli 1 guy turned up.. so sad lo.. haiz.. then me n serxing hav to b split up to help out in other groups.. sad*
but the kids didnt turn out to be that as bad tempered as i thought.. though some turned out of b a bit handful.. haha.. poor serxing.. hav to chase kelvin all over the place.. then he was injured.. haha.. then serxing have to use so many plasters.. haha.. so poor thing.. haha.. then the kids in my group are quite manageable.. haha.. because got 2 girls n 2 boys only.. haha.. they are so cute lo.. haha.. rather glad that i joined coz now i know more frens.. n i hope i can go n teach tutiton there on sat..
then i rushed to khatib mrt station to meet minli jiahui n kat to go down to the downtown east chalet.. haha.. then im late again lo.. one day late twice.. then i caused the girls to reach there later than the guys.. haha..it was my first time there.. the rooms looked like hotel room.. looks veri comfortable.. haha.. then we played cards while minli n mal n the others went to get bbq stuff.. haha.. then we went to pool.. open 3 tables leh.. haha.. then after bout 1hr?? haha.. we went back to start on the bbq..
then my mum called n scolded me over the phone.. spolit my mood.. then i bcame rather depressed..haha.. then we continued eating n playing cards and watching tv.. then a group of us had a small talk outside the chalet.. haha.. so funny.. we talked in public with so many people walking around.. haha.. then mal so embarrassed.. haha.. then hor this is so ridiculous.. both my parents hav to come together juz to get me.. wat is this.. humph.. is my sec 4 chalet lo.. they juz dun trust me.. then hor melissa hor she hor still suan me in her blog.. haha.. no la.. its okie la.. haha..
well, thanx for having this chalet and sorry that i cant overnight.. seriously.. i wanna stay de.. is my parents n my cca got meeting.. sorry guys.. i felt gd being there with you people.. eating bbq stuff and talking about everything under the sun and playing around and even doing nothing.. haha.. felt like the gd old days.. being there made me realise how much i missed you guys.. do take care k?? u guys will always be in my heart and i wun forget u guys.. Gd luck..
hope that when there is another chalet, i get to stay overnight.. coz i wan to.. haiz.. hav fun ppl even though im not there..
Today, i hav 2 wake up early again to go to school for meeting then the teacher who wanna see us is sick.. haiz.. then went to clear the cupboard.. got stuff there dating back to 1977 lo.. haha.. then clear alreadi, go to ang mo kio central for lunch.. then went home with ZhiYan coz helive near my estate.. then saw ms wong at the bus interchange.. i went to say hi but she seem to be in a bad mood n ignored me.. *sad..
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
hehez.. went 4 e cip so called workshop today..haha.. then me n darlin like so xtra coz e rest is 05/05 de.. sorry serxing.. haha.. but the activity sounds fun.. i do hope that it will b tml.. wish me luck eh.. haha.. wonder is the girl realli.. hahaz
Then hor.. i go to tpy 4 a NY class 05S10B gathering.. haha.. meet at 12 then i reach at 1+ lo.. haha.. then onli elton n derrick was there.. then saw melissa and her 2 ny frens.. then they told me wat happen to melissa.. haha.. melissa was so attractive that a guy went up to her 4 her number but hor melissa hor.. she walked away lo.. haha..then i saw who e guy was.. hmm.. not that bad ma.. haha..
then melissa came down.. then the guy n his 2 other fren came down too.. they went to e banquet to eat.. then they saw melissa.. haha.. then me n elton n derrick was like watching a Indian love show live.. haha.. coz li shan n shi ling was pulling melissa while e guy's company was trying to get him to come out of e shop..haha.. so funny.. haha.. then his fren gave up.. then me n mel n elton n derrick went up to start pooling.. haha.. we had 2 tables.. then the girls hor.. we started playing solo against solo.. haha.. then xpected melissa was winning n winning til she dun wanna win n deliberately let me win..hah.. then we had lots of fun.. so sad that darlin wasnt there..
then had a horrible dinner.. haha.. coz e food sux.. my salmon was too hard while e soup is tooo over saltish.. haha.. then we went out n sit at e steps and talk bout everything we could think of for bout 45mins?? haha.. it was the feeling when u dun talk but u know that ur gd frens are all ard u? heex.. even though we were all crapping and talking bout nothing in particular, i feel like i known them for quite a long time le.. heez.. yuppes. my 3 mth frens. though onli 3 mths.. it is such a short time and yet we could be so close. esp with my HONEY DAR DEAR CUTIE SIMMY SUN STAR ELTONJOHN.. haha.. thanz.. i had a gr8 time.. n i was glad knowin u guys..
heeez.. tml my sec 4 class got chalet!! sure will b veri fun.. haha.. i fill u guys bout it tml.. hehez
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Guess wat.. my schedule for today n wed n thurs n fri is totally booked like siao lo...
Today morning got 3 things on.. hav to go for my dental appointment plus i was suppose to go n do survey for pw plus my cca hav gatehring with seniors today at party world.. then i hav to go for my dental coz cant change e date le.. sianz.. then hav to wke up at 8.30 but i woek up at 9.15.. so confirm late lo.. then i left my hp at home.. sianz.. then honey called 20 times while dear called 9 times.. haha.. they hor.. i go orchard with my mum coz mt elizabeth is there.. then saw a shuai ge selling sausage.. haha.. then go to sembawang shopping centre to get massage chair package thingie for my dad for father's day n his b-dae.. then get to hav free massage.. my first time on a massage chair.. then e guy who tended to us is oso a shuai ge.. hehe.. graduate from VJ de.. quite a charming guy.. haha.. then i rushed from there to tpy to meet honey n dear..
haiz.. then there goes my day.. saw quite a lot of sms.. haha.. sorrie peeps..
then my wed is juz as screwed up.. got cip workshop in e mornin.. then at e same time i was suppose to go sch to clear our cca cupboard with e exco.. then i was suppose to go n watch movie with vimal.. MR n MRs smith lo!!.. then honey said u didnt receive my sms meh?? e whole grp of them goin partyworld at 10 lo.. then e whole grp will b there.. then some ppl may b unhappy if im e onli one who cant make it.. so hav to sacrifice movie with my dear dear vimal.. haiz.. so sorry mal.. hope u dun get mad.. sorry sorry..
then thurs got cip.. then got chalet bbq i think.. i hope i can go n stay overnight.. but i fri got cca meeting at 10.30 lo.. then asked my daddy le.. he say cannot.. hav not asked my mum yet..
then fri e massage chair will b here.. then celebrating father day on sat.. hav to cook for my dad.. so there goes my week man.. dun need to study le.. how nice rite??
then next wk got day camp from tues to fri.. in e middle of e week.. in sch uniform lo.. to some hospital.. dun rmb la.. haiz... haiz.. haiz.. some hoilday lo.. haiz...
i do hope that i got time to finish studyin lo.. haiz.. haiz... mum nagging at me to go n sleep le.. say i will grow old easily by sleeping so late daily.. but do i hav a choice?? haiz..
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Something that i read.. Turn negative energy to postive energy by:
1. Be better, not bitter. Find a nice comfortable place and start thinking about what or who caused you the pain or disappointment. Now, take a step back from that feeling and assess it. Think about what it taught you. This will immediately turn that hurt into a strength that will empower you, rather than drain you.
2. Get rid of regret. If you are troubled by something you did, either to yourself or to others, analyze it, then forgive yourself for it and forget it. This will help you wipe your internal slate clean, so you can move on and grow. You must realize, especially now, that if you wouldn't do the same thing again, you are no longer the same person.
3. Love yourself unconditionally, just as you love the people closest to you, regardless of whatever faults they may have.
.. hehe.. chim eh..
Thanx those that hurt u b4, coz u learn how to be stronger..
Thanx those that cheated u b4, coz u learn how to be more careful..
Thanx those that laughed at u b4, coz u learn how to endure..
Thank you, coz u thought me how valueable a friendship is..
Is this world that full of negativity?? Are ppl fighting over each other only in an attempt to achieve something?? Is life so meaningless?? Do u wanna live e world with no one knowin that u even existed?? Are u that desperate to put your name in history?? Are e problem that we posses that big afterall?? Are wat we are tryin to achieve is only a dream?? Will dreams come true?? Wat will happen if things dun go e rite way?? wat is rite way?? r we destined to b like that forever??
Friday, June 10, 2005
Friday, June 10, 2005
i thought i m veri gd in crapping.. so hope that i can crap through my GP for a pass.. haha.. then i anyhow crap then i fail.. so crappy.. fail badly lo.. haha.. got the same mark as honey.. haha.. nothing to be proud about cause it is still a fail grade lo.. haiz.. but i admit la.. that paper got quantity no quality.. is realli realli anyhow crap de lo.. writing crap.. so get crap grades.. haiz.. no point crying over split milk oso le rite?? haiz..
Moreover, i cant sleep last night lo.. flip n flip til bout 2.20?? then i sleep.. coz i veri anxious bout my GP... i know i sure fail but veri scared that i fail too badly lo.. haiz.. my english had never been good.. haiz.. so today veri crappy oso la.. haiz..
didnt know that GP is so powerful lo.. can ruin my mood for the e entire day since last night leh.. haha.. wondering how to mug my GP.. haha.. i think this dun exist.. haha..
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Hehe.. Some meaningful phrases from my friends.. u la.. hahaz
" There is no need to see so clearly."
" On the keyboard, u n i are together. "
"ripe is sweet. sweet is gd. the kiss is ripe."
"U cant give a hug without receiving one"
" Anger is one word short of Danger."
SO far for now.. those that i can rmb.. hehe.. ring a bell??
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Sunday, June 05, 2005
The eyes are the window of the soul..
so wat does it mean when there is no eye contact??
means that person dun wanna let u c their soul..
so wat does it mean when they dun wanna let u c their soul??
i guess it is up to your imgaination..
You never miss the water till the well runs dry.
U always treasure things when u lose them..
Ring a bell??
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Recently, i notice that there is this specific species of butterfly that im seeing everywhere..
i mean everywhere..
If not im wrong, the first time i saw it was in a MRT train.. forgot who i was with n where i was goin.. that happen last month i think..
The other time was on my way to school with shimin in the train..
the next time was on BYD, after some course, im rushin to town to meet jasmine alison hongyi khairul n shihern.. then when i reach the yck mrt station, i saw it flying above..
Then was the same day, on my way back on the train with them..
then i saw it again i think..
then the last time was in malacca...
me n my mum n younger bro was buying shirts..
then there it was...
haha.. im not certain if it is the same one..
but the pattern is the same.. it is brown n huge..
about one adult man hand size.. haha..
Friday, June 03, 2005
Friday, June 03, 2005
hehez.. im back..
this trip is considered average i think..
hahaz.. the food was better the second day..
the hotel that i was in totally ruin my mood to bath..
the water that comes out from the tap is yellow~!!
bought lots of stuff.. as usual.. i bought the most la.. hehez..
went with my mum friends.. so all aunties.. hahaz..
the drains there are soo deep lo.. hahaz..
n so 'clean' too.. all sorts of stuff in it..
to me.. that place can be nicknamed 'city of bird shit'
haha.. coz the corridor is full of them n it stink like hell..
Brought back memories of the trip that 1a1 had to there..
hahaz.. we were all so young then..
i guess i changed a lot..
from braces to straight teeth.. from short hair to long one.. from spectacles to contacts..
hahaz.. then still rmb me n cc hid in the toilet.. hahaz..
dun realli rmb y we did that.. then whole class was outside our rm.. hahaz..
then got rumurs.. hahaz.. so childish leh us.. hahaz..
still rmb ms elaine chong.. wonder how she is now.. hahaz.. wonder if i still hav her hp number..wonder if the number is still in use..
still rmb that my rm key is in my pocket yet i thought i lost it..
then found it when we got the new one.. hahaz..
kk.. enough of walking down the memory lane.. haha..
we should be forward looking.. hehez..
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
haha.. today suppose to have interact exco meetin at 10 then pamela called again n said it is cancelled.. but i having a interview at 2 later ma.. so i went out to the gym!! haha.. in the rain lo.. then my shoes are wet.. hahaz.. then exercise til 11.40 then went to bathe b4 setting out for tpy.. reach there then had mac.. haha..eating back wat i lost juz now i think.. haha.. it was such a lonely morning for me.. heng i was smsing ppl.. hehe.. so not that bored..then took a cab from tpy mrt to the SAVH.. that place is a little isolated.. However, i learnt alot bout the blind in singapore.. veri interesting.. then me wenhui alison n belinda bought some crafts from them.. then i was rather interested in volunteerin out there ma.. so went to ask them bout stuff.. i hope that i can organise successfully for interact club to go there too.. this is because daybreak onli can take 18 ppl.. then the rest is in the elderly home.. from some feedback, it is so overcrowded that most are sitting around doing nothing.. so hope that my suggestion will get through.. it is in bradell which is a 10 mins MRT ride from YCK lo.. then walk for another 10 mins.. a little far but can excerise ma.. hahaz.. so sianz.. saw ms chua at bradell mrt.. haha.. she so cute lo.. hahaz..im rotting in front of the com.. mayb i should hit the books le.. but feeling a little lazy hehez.. sianz la.. hoilday.. haiz.. at least im no longer bothered by feelings that i used to have.. feel a little veri free.. haha.. free from so many things.. hahaz.. veri proud of my pw group.. hahaz.. we r so fast!! hahaz..anyway.. went to east coast then reminded myself of ny.. coz of the first OG outing there n odac skating session there too.. missed some ppl here n there.. the calm sea seemed to have aided me in washing away from worries that shouldnt b there in the first place.. making me more 'clean'?? haha.. guess u dunno wat im trying to say.. but i feel lighter after staring at it the other morning..If onli im a bird or a fish.. i juz wat i wan in life is to live simply n b loved n spread my love to as many needy as possible i gues.. this may b a simple goal.. it is easier said than done i guess.. haha.. ciaoz..
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