Thursday, July 28, 2005
Thursday, July 28, 2005
... hmm.. i melted the polystrene cup that day during chem pract.. then need to redo.. haha.. my stupidity.. juz like that..
... should i or should i not?? im moving in no particular direction.. with no reason..
..cant realli stand some ppl.. yet still need to put it aside n not make it obvious..
some think too highly of themselves n their opinion is always right..
i do admit that i hav my flaws n faults.. no one is prefect at all..
hence im always pretending.. feelin tired of it.. its so wrong.. but for peace..
there is a difference.. huge one that saddens me.. impactful enough to affect me..
.. sorry.. i think i sound veri depressed now.. coz i realli m..
the feeling of no aim no life no laughter is dragging me down..
all xpect so much n i can give that much.. i dunno..
there is so many if in my brain..
brain saturated with formulas definitions diagrams... wat is this??
will i really need them?? i dun seem to c a need.. totally unneccccasssssaryyy~~~ OH MAN!!
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Saturday, July 23, 2005
i guess its me.. its always my fault..
im sorry that i kept u guys waiting..
todays install was fun..
didnt really rehearse so everything was on the spot ..
its happening again..
in conclusion.. its me..
sorry~~
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
haha.. i damn suay this morning lo.. walking into the seats in the audi then can tripped n my leg fell one step down.. heng i didnt scratch my leg.. then when i reach my seat, my table dropped.. haha.. so embarrassing lo.. it was so damn loud.. hahaz.. OOOooops..
then during interact, i need to teach 2 kids.. one male pri 4 guy one female pri 5 girl.. the thing is that the boy didnt bring work to do.. so the girl is veri tempted to play too.. n i had a hard time persuading her to finish her work first.. haha.. then played some paper games with them.. quite nice.. but they prefer the previous tutor.. i do hope that they will accept me soon..
then rushed to yjc after cca.. onli to realise that we are the only school that went to attend yjc installation.. moreover, we were late.. veri late i think.. coz the speeches ended and it was time for refreshment.. so embarrassing.. like go there to eat only.. im soo sorrie..
then saw my secondary school palS.. hehez.. so happy.. then walked around yj.. haha.. then me li weebing n mal went to dinner.. n saw KELVIN.. haha.. so happy.. then teckwee n yentze joined us.. hahazz..
received the sms from popular!!.. the adult cover is here! i so happy.. cant wait to get my hands on the book man.. do hope i hav time to read it.. so excited.. wanna find out who die.. hahaz..
then i onli told this to a few ppl.. 2 wks ago, my eyes locked with a guy when he is walking out from the audi.. it was the interval between chem lect n mass civics.. the thing is i dun recognise who he is.. then hor.. these few days i see this guy who always look at me like with a bit resentment.. i wonder if he is the same guy.. i realli dun recognise.. haha.. unless is in the audi i think.. oops..
been veri blur these days.. dunno wat im doin.. realli realli hope sat will be over soon.. haha.. i doubt many do read these days.. haha.. glad that u do..
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Reason y i havent been blogging..
homework, cca work, house work... its all work..
sound like im working as in workin out side.. now i dun make sense..
cant realli take it i guess.. been up late doing nothing but work..
guess that my life is realli sad..
im tryin to make time to make it interesting le.. but there is always this gulit for playin..
coz i have endless work( chore).. haiz..
anyway, my parents went overseas.. wun b back on mon night.. n i forgot to pass this consent form for them to sign.. haha.. dun care la.. let that Ms yaik yak at me lo..
Izhar dropped econs.. haiz.. so sad.. less one pro to help me out in my econ..
failed my gp.. so damn sad lo.. i realise i have not been writing.. onli wrote 2 essay so far n both r 4 tests.. haha.. so im rusty n didnt do well..
shoulder n neck ach.. haiz..
then 11 wks left 2 promo.. wat a bright thought rite?? coz stupid me stupidly took 4 sub..
i guess i will try n slog through 4 sub.. im prayin n hoping that my maths n gp can make it.. PLS!!
haha.. okie i sound stupid.. but i was never clever ma..
tripped the other day in LT.. so stupid of me.. then my left knee + another bruise..
PE is getting more n more boring.. although it is games.. but no life i guess...
school is bad.. hahaz...
the job attachment presentation e other day was so humourous.. haha.. enjoyed it.. hahaz..
now i think i will go 4 job attachment too..
Dec: Oversea CIP with Interact + job attachment + Meet up with u guys .. now im so lookin forward for Dec.. haha.. at lest something to keep me going..
Lets Move it~~move it~~
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Sunday, July 10, 2005
haha.. my fri was amusing man.. haha
we got back our bio results today.. got a B.. haha.. rather relieved but felt could hav done better..
then during chinese, mrs law behaved like she took the wrong medicine ever since school reopened.. her screw seem to b off as she starts to behave like a teen( she is a mum alreadi) n giggling.. haha.. wonder wat came over her..
then during chem lecture, the teacher flashed the top 20 names for chem n hongyi name was on the top of the list lo.. haiz.. now even more stressed.. thanx to him..
then had chinese A level oral today.. i was too nervous as usual.. stumbled on the sentences at the end.. n the conversation was not that well done coz i think every student said the same thing.. they asked bout stressed.. haha.. then b4 that during mass civics lecture, there was a stress management course.. haha..
then went home n bath n changed to go to OP Band n Choir Concert~~.. hahaz
then stupid me.. did a stupid thing.. haiz.. when im opening my room door i stick my leg out to prevent the door from slapping backwards too hard.. then my face kena.. now got a bruise.. OH NO.. haha.. then still hav to go concert lo.. hahaz.. then i was massaging it all the way there with jiahui on the train.. hahaz..
we reached there juz on time.. hahaz.. on the way, jiahui was complaining that weebing brought us through the longer route.. she said we should hav alighted from Raffles Place to get to Vitoria Conert Hall.. but.. we r alreadi on the way le.. no point grumbling le rite?? haha.. then we hav to sit on the front row.. it is so near the stage.. wasnt a gd view.. However, the concert is fantastic.. realli realli gr8 man.. couldnt believe that they did so well although there was a few mistakes.. could c that they are veri united as one n enjoyed their performance.. it was fabulous on the whole.. esp liked the part whereby a few band members were on stage with bamboo stick n drum-sticks n made a melody with it.. it was totally cool n creative n fun.. realli realli love it..
then the group of us went to lao ba sa for dessert.. haha.. it was late.. bout 11.. then i reached home at 12.15.. haha.. the latest.. haha..
Anyway, i got a new phone today!! haha.. my dad got me melissa old phone.. sony ericsoon K700.. well.. still exploring.. hahaz.. nitez..
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
im realli realli it now.. irriated totally..
it is like so rare for me to have a chance to go home early today.. reached at bout 4.30.. so im in a happy mood n wanna take my neighbour dog out for a jog with my little bro.. wanted to relieve off stress that is accumilating coz of the xams n getting back of the results.. well got D for maths.. haiz.. wanted to leave the house at 5.30 then discovered my mum sleeping.. she asked my bro to wake her up later.. so i wait til that time.. while my bro went to wake her up, i went to change lo..
then she said she dun allow coz now like so late le.. then no one to help her to prepare dinner.. then im like totally pissed la.. she is a housewife lo.. she got the whole afternoon.. n she can get ample rest daily.. n she cant find time to prepare dinner?? im soooo annoyed lo.. damn bloody irritated..
they are so bias.. i will always have to be the one who wash the dishes after dinner no matter who fast i finish dinner or how much housework i had alreadi.. so since i hav to wash everything up after dinner, i should b nice to my brothers n let them do the simple chores b4 dinner rite??
im soo soo soo irritated.. i think i juz lose any appetite for dinner.. so pissed... humph!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
today got back our chem papers.. n half my class failed.. that is realli bad coz there are 10 alpha list people.. the whole thing is so scary..
then i heard that for math, there is one class with one person who pass the maths test only.. scary sia..
then after sch, i went to tutition this girl at the centre with serxing.. serxing's charge is a em2 girl while mine was a em3 one.. we were both playing them with maths..
n this is the first time i spent 1 n a half hr teaching about how to tell time man.. n at the end, im not confident is she knows how to coz she takes 8.45 at 8 o clock.. n 3 o clock as 12.15.. oh my..
wat a scary day..
Monday, July 04, 2005
Monday, July 04, 2005
Been feeling lazy these days.. so didnt blog at all.. haha.. nth much to say i think..
didnt need to go to sch on fri so went to northpoint with my mum to buy some stuff n lunch.. then went to pool late.. remembered that my mum scolded me for goin pool coz to her it is a guy sport.. n it veri complex there.. however, my daddy knows who im pooling with.. they are all my decent secondary school gd pals!!..
then sat go k box with jasmine n shi hern.. haha.. they realli can sing man.. haha.. then im like such a horrible singer.. haha.. then after that went to meet jasmine cousin who treated us to nydc.. i had nydc for the first time.. veri veri nice but veri veri filling.. then went to my aunt place for dinner coz there is some boy birthday.. blah blah..
then sun went out with my bro n dad n don to the theatre to catch the movie initial d.. that movie was not that bad.. xcept for the part that jay cry.. haha.. hmmm.. haha..
then today hor need to go to school 4 course on impromptu speaking.. for 4 hrs.. then went to town with mel n cookie monster n pearlyn to watch a lot like love.. the movie was nice.. left me thinking a lot..alot bout the past..
im so sorry vimal.. i always cant seem to be able to join u guys.. coz its usually at night or im somewhere else too far away.. sorry..
im a little surprise that she knows them.. but didnt reveal much bout anything coz not close enough?
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