thanx anita for finding the fish that i dropped.. haha..
its such a coincidence that u picked it up in school.. haha.. thanx so much..

kinda freaky to find out that the top 3 for econs in my school is in my class la.. oh man.. so scary.. haha.. hope ppl dun hav the misconception that our class is veri clever.. haha..

hav to do i n r second draft.. haiz.. haha.. pw was so sianz.. haha..

had a gr8 time chatting with calista last nite.. for more than an hour i believe.. haha.. gossip is in out brain.. haha..

wat happens when u need to do a report, n u r doin with 2 dominant ppl.. haha.. i do hope that the end result is that i wun need to do any work.. hahahaha.. do hope all will go well..

went to j8 with alison to hav ice cream!! haha.. so nice.. then saw peiwen.. so surprised.. n peiwen is alison's og mate.. such a coincidence.. haha.. singapore is really small..

i think that after exams, i cant sleep as well.. as in i start having dreams n cant fall asleep as easily.. i think is coz my brain is too active then suddenly dun need to think.. haiz.. then have all sortfs of weird dreamz n coz me too b too lethargic in school.. haiz.. ZZzzzZZZ..

Haiz.. so sad la.. my fishy pin came off.. i only realised it during chinese which is like at 12 + .. haiz.. then heard that mrs law not in sch.. haha.. then i lost my cue cards for op n my script too.. haiz.. not my day.. haha.. then the group of us, me alison mayping eleanor sze ern elizabeth n joel went to j8.. then obviously we will b late for lessons.. haha.. but me n alison had mos burger.. so nice.. haha.. then we took cab back to sch.. haha..

then op rehearsal.. haiz.. i really was nervous.. i was shaking.. haha.. the room was cold too la.. haha.. then my speech was short n they say im soft.. okie.. i will b louder.. haha.. the other groups are not bad too.. muz work together n excel!! haha..

wanna thank izhar.. thanx

haiz... received chem n bio hoilday homework.. will die ar!!!..

realised that chinese is next monday.. hmmm... wow.. after that i wun touch chinese anymore.. then mayb can concentrate on my gp.. haiz.. n all the pile of work collecting dust.. no mood to touch it yet.. sianz..

this morning, my mum prevented me from going to school.. so i stayed at home for another 4 hours of sleep.. haha.. heard from xiao zhu that it is veri boring.. haha.. shit.. i have not write the parent's letter.. haiz..

then i went to daybreak to tuition the kids.. haha.. then farah gave me a tweety sticker.. so i put it on my phone.. n gave her the glow in e dark star that calista gave me.. haha.. then went out with hann yee n belinda to np to take neo print.. the machine is a hello kitty one.. we didnt know la.. then haha.. i wonder how the pictures will look like.. then rushed home to cook dinner..

been thinking out food.. then realise something.. hmmm..
there is the bird blu going around on --- cant eat chicken n ducks
there was a pork flu --- cant eat pork
there was mad cow disease --- cant eat beef
issues bout water containment --- cant eat fish
issues bout pesticides --- cant eat veg

haha.. so wats left to eat?? is this something like natural selection caused by man?? so that the population of human will decrease til a certain amount.. this will happen by starvation or diesase or by natural disasters.. hmm..

got a flu this morning.. n still dragged myself to school.. then cant present during pw.. then sort of caused u guys to b scolded by law.. sorry.. realised that during the op workshop, i was sick too.. haha.. do hope that i dun b sick again.. haha.. hope i dun get a fever.. haha.. my neighbour got dengue la.. hmm.. though he is discharged, its still scary..

Someone yold me bout e website to decode name.. so fun.. its http://cyborg.namedecoder.com/
haha.. have fun ppl!! haha..

Thanx calista for printing my i n r n thanx kahing for the discs.. haha.. thanx so much..

today during the op rehearsal, never hear hongyi speak so long.. then got accent.. hmm.. first time i hear an accent from a singaporean.. so the group of us there were controlling our laughter n sort of disturbed his presentation..haha.. sorry.. haha..

found out on monday that np has a print club n a comic shop.. so surprised.. lived around there for so long n didnt find out.. haha.. so i took a neocard with shimin.. so quai lo.. i took a disc from kahing for the micrsoft office then walk to np n saw her.. haha.. we thought that the card will not turn out to be nice.. haha.. but it wasnt that bad coz we r both chio bu.. haha.. i so bu yao lian.. haha.. k la.. dun make u guys vomit le.. shall go with u guys n take more next time.. haha..

gtg n read a bit of stuff before sleeping again.. haha..

today is e most sian day la.. my bag is totally empty...

got some course today.. haha.. evon practically memorised the entire thing la.. she was imitating after school.. the course is on how to walk, sit, talk, carry handbag.. haha.. veri veri boring la.. kind of like brainwashing us into all doing the same thing.. then she is trying to teach us how to be sexy without revealing.. i feel that there is a generationg gap la.. her hairstyle is like in fashion a decade ago.. its kind of boring n freezing.. me n alison n joanna were so cold.. haha..

then there was this season thing to tell us wat colours are suitable for us.. n she said im spring summer.. haha.. then if im fairer then is spring winter, if i go n tan, then will b spring autumn.. the thing is, im not sure that the season mean.. hehe.. so its kind of useless i suppose.. unless someone enlighten me..haha..

then slack in sch coz cant go out til 12.15.. suppose to have chinese but mrs law having lessons with other class.. she wanted to teach us how to calculate our marks..but the entire class is not interested.. haha..

then i went to meet zeng xiong at J8 coz i helped him photocopy my maths bio chem notes.. cost $25 leh.. then he treat me lunch at pasta.. haha.. thanx for the treat.. hmm, u still look the same from the way i remember.. haha.. then after that hav to go back to aj to help to decorate the notice board.. at the station, met wei jie.. found out that he went to CJ.. then chatted for a while.. then walked back to school to do the notice baord..

the notice board is so nice now.. with white background, it stands out from the others around.. haha.. i think its really nice.. im really tired now..feel like sleeping le.. havent touch bio.. oh no.. haha.. oh well.. sleep more impt.. tml got 3 pw lectures.. gd luck sia..

saw this from jiajie's blog.. i feel this is quite accurate too..

Your Birthdate: May 19

Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path. But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated. A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences. The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry.

lets see.. got back my chinese result.. nearly failed.. first time my comprehension only got 6.5 out of 20.. hmm.. n my part c hor only 1 question was right out of 5.. oh man.. 3 out of 15 marks.. haha.. oh well.. my chinese had always been rocky...had to do one essay to hand in tml for mrs law then i still owe my bro one.. oops.. going to die from excessive essayz.. haha..

one gd news!! i got into bio oylmpiad due to my promo marks ( which is still a mystery to me).. i m totally shocked.. really, coz i had lots of careless n my essay was sucky.. really.. then again, i could have got in coz hongyi n belinda are doing some econ things so mayb thats y they are not in so i got the chance.. but im really flattered.. guess i have to continue studyin while others are playing.. have to know the yr 2 topics lo.. now campbell will have to b my bible( though im not a christian).. haha..

today kena scolded by mrs law coz she saw us watching movie in class today when we r suppose to do pw.. oops.. haha.. but, the school didnt give us any day break lo.. well.. my grp pw is on our forth draft so it wasnt that bad.. Soon.. Soon PW will be out of my life!! hehehehehe..

should i tell her?? but if this carries on, it will worsen things.. If we r frens, we should b open.. however, such things are not pleasant to the ears though rite??

woke up this morning with puffy eyes.. juz wanna emphasize one point though.. im not writing all these in my blog to attract attention( not sure if anyone is reading to start with), its juz a method for me to relieve my emotions and not be as bottled up.. no one force u to read it.. its your choice.. this is juz to make myself feel better with a slight hope that tml will b better..
although i know that crying or writing these out does the solve the problems at all, this is juz to let me remember how my life had been.. the mistakes i made to try n not do it again.. yupz..

anyway, i gave up my seat to a old lady in the morning n this lifted my mood.. really.. felt gd though my mood had been down for some time already.. hmm.. i guess i will be doing more cip instead.. me alison khairul shihern went to sign up for the zoo one week job attachment..hope we can all go for it together.. saw that daybreak needs help.. oh well, i think im having too many stuff to try n make my life meaningful to others.. coz i feel that up til now, there is no difference with or without me anywhere.. thus by doing some cip, at lest i got to put smiles on others and try n convince myself that life will go on happily..

Jia you my friends..