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When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we leave a mark?
This time.
Will can we say that we had tried our best?
Feeling down?
Look out the window..
What do you see?
The Sun is still shinging..
Ppl are still going about their own lives..
Nobody will stop for u..
Your fate lies in your own hands afterall.
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap contentment
If you plant consideration, you will reap perspective.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
havent realli been blogging for quite some time.. though it is new yr, e board in my rm is filled with things to b completed b4 sch starts on wed, which is juz another day more.. haiz..new yr is quite e same yearly.. but didnt went to visit my mum's side.. i totally adore my xiao shu 2 children.. they are so cute n innocent n gentle but loving.. his little boy even cried when his mum announced that its time to go.. n it was the first time i witness that a son will say ok to his mum when his mum say that she will leave his diapers n he can stay when it is suppose to be a threat.. haha.. n when she questioned further where he will sleep, he said that he can share the bed with my bro.. then she said that my bro didnt say that he will share the bed with him.. n guess wat the little thing said? he said that he dun mind sleeping on the floor la.. haha.. he damn cute leh.. he is onli 3 yrs old man.. haha.. so cute.. but sadly he had to leave in e end.. my father's side cousins all came shortly after n started to make a whole lot of noise.. when my n my bros took them downstairsn played some games, we were so loud that their parents on e tenth floor could hear us.. haha.. well it was fun on the whole.. seeing my family again.. haha..can rmb that my broS made a lot of noise bout the top i wanted to wear on e first day coz to them it doesnt go with the skirt.. sianz.. then i had to change like 8 times.. haha.. in the end i wore e top that derrick wei shun elton edmund darryl bought for my birthday.. haha.. miss u guys so much..well, saw this rather cute 'cousin' ( long story.. haha..) didnt dare to make eye contact with him.. he reminded me of nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu hai.. haha..watched lots of shows these few days instead to getting work done.. haha.. n had lots of thoughts.. then yu xian goin to scold me again..i do hope that if i hav a bf n IF he dares to fool around, the person he think of when he is kissing another girl is me.. silly ar? muz b thinkin wats wrong with me..n suddenly feel that there is lots of emotions within me wanting to share it with someone.. probably juz lonliness.. n its all my fault i suppose.. this leads to me how will i know he is my Mr Right? blah blah blah..hope im not down with a flu..hope that everyone will be healthy this yrall the best ppl!! Miss ya lots..
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Damn.. y r they so persistent? y is it that they are always right n im not?Pissed.. who r u to demand things n order us around?Learn of e word pls?u still think that u r high mighty? oh pls.. get off man..onli doing things that is beneficial to yourself.. shall not b obvious bout it coz u r a nobody n is not worthy enough to ruin my mood..hungry!!Interact in AJ is realli cool.. the cards that they made today is realli realli nice la.. n the new teacher in charge is realli helping in promoting interact.. not like e previous one.. the activities that are lined up sounds like there is going to b a huge change in how things are going to be run.. COOL!! AJ INTERACT ROX!!hav to do minutes n attendance again.. sianz.. haha
Friday, January 20, 2006
Friday, January 20, 2006
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:I love you, Sorry and help me
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds? Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted? Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do. I realli like that.. coz i think it is pretty true.. haha.. n yellow is a nice colour.. Muahahaha..Went for the movie night.. hav to say that the rain ruin everything.. coz we ended up in e audi n spolit everything.. if only it is in the AJ square.. we could hav picnic n bond.. haiz.. n e disc is faulty.. hahaz.. gtg n do gp b4 i die.. haha..
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
YEAH!! finally got the orientation song from harry.. haha.. its harry singing..haha.. then met up with Minli n the lot at long john.. haha..n i end up eating combo 2 again.. hahaz..there is interact tml.. haiz.. so worried bout the attendance.. sianz..oh.. 24 jap guys will be coming to my school tml.. hope that there will b a few cute ones.. hehez..n 2 will b joining our class. yES! haha.. now i sound so despo.. but actually im juz excited.. did not hav any chance to itneract with a real jap person yet.. haha..n i was actually encouraging victoria n her fren to pon lessons.. haha.. n i was sharing how fun my first 3 month in NYJC was.. i will never forget it though we had moved on.. haiz..n victoria commented that i dun look stress.. haha.. izzit?? i thought that my face complexion is realli bad lo.. hav to go gp crap.. sianz.. had all lectures n nothing much today.. sianz.. haha.. still hav to go n do tutorial.. sianz..missing all the fun that i had during orientation.. :'(
Monday, January 16, 2006
Monday, January 16, 2006
haiz.. realli feel like i need math tuition or help coz of application of differentiation.. haiz..should i approach him?? coz like taking advantage of him then my girl-friends say there is ulterior motive.. sianz.. but he is gd la.. c if i will catch him online bah..then hor.. if i dun go down to hell, who will?? haha.. Non Mihi Solum.. i should b selfless..then hav to psycho myself that it is ok n it is alright..anyway.. had sore throat and flu over the weekend.. it was so bad that my voice was hoarse n couldnt sleep well due to the blocked nose.. haiz.. stupid me didnt go to the doctor to take MC then can dun go for PE LO!!! then now hav to go for make up.. but i believe in self medication n depend more on my immune system as im sure that it will not fail me again.. Anyway.. poor ppl hav to run 10 runs today.. poor thing.. haha..
Friday, January 13, 2006
Friday, January 13, 2006
haha.. juz reached home from pool plus chatting with MRS SASI!!haha.. the pool game was fun as usual.. the joking around lightened the burden that i hav on my shoulders due to the tests coming up n all the work i hav to do over the weekend.. i realli realli missed MY DEAR OP FRIENDS la!! We Rock!! haha.. so much fun teasing each other n finding out how they are now.. missed ya so much.. do hope that i can go for feli chalet in FEB.. haiz..Anyway, we met MRS SASI at my void deck in her nightdress.. hahaz.. she is e fantastic histroy n ss teacher who pushed us til all thsoe taking that combi got at least a B3.. she is the best.. though she is sarcastic, but she is still fantastic.. haha.. loss of words on how to describe her..then she was so surprised that i m still taking 4 sub.. haiz.. actually me at a los too.. how??haha.. i played n joked so much that my throat is hurting again.. but i wun affect my CHINESE New Yr.. haha.. the time for me to stock up my adipose tissue.. haha.. this reminds me of wat hann yee did during chem pract.. we mixed benzene and sodium hydroxide using a reflux setup.. then we hav to fan the flask to cool it.. then she suddenly announced that she grow fatter.. haha.. its coz of e "butterfly".. damn funny la.. haha...then had a hectic thursday ending with GP test at 7+ then today had stuff on til 5.30 though i slept at 1 last night.. sleepy!!heard from my classmates( who were ogls) their OG having outing lo!!! i oso wan.. haiz.. then no one wanan organise.. sianz.. sadden.. hahaz..today, i realised y it is so hard to eradicate corruption in a country as it even happen in school level.. i never liked the person's way of doing things ever n will not in the future.. now, i appreciate the PAP government alot as it is relatively clean compared to other countries.. i shall not allow the person to ruin my mood.. but i think my body language gave myself away..
Monday, January 09, 2006
Monday, January 09, 2006
Lesson sort of officially start today for me coz my first week is spent on orientation..However, tml is a public holiday.. so im not quite in tuned with the lessons..Attended chem tut n maths tut today n i realli felt lost.. i did numerical method n function like a month ago.. haiz.. ended up drifting away.. n i havent do the chem tut.. this is the first time when im so lost during lost.. haiz.. i hav not finish most of the work either.. so i hav to spend tonight n tml( watever time i hav ) to try n catch up n finish all e work!!it had been cold these day.. reminded me how warm i had been during the orientation.. is that the real me or the cold one? i hav no idea..Juz read honey's blog.. saw how lost she is too.. is this the end result of knowing ourself better? that we discover actually we are one of the worst being in the world.. During GP, the new gp teacher was lecturing bout wat r we doing in jc.. y did i take this combi..Seriously, i hav no idea still.. wat do i wanna do? i wanted to b a dietitian but the journey will b a long n tedious one whereby i will probably hav to travel overseas.. this bcame a kind of relunctant.. then i thought of being a teacher.. but m i suitable for it? then probably a social worker.. i realli hav no goal at all.. this is all because i did not n still do not hav the confidence in myself that i can do the things that i wan..i will b 18 thiz yr.. to others, i will sound like im realli mature.. However, to me it is otherwise.. i dun feel that i m mature.. i will b considered as a adult.. but taking a look at myself, i dun even look mature..n i hav no idea wat im doing for my life.. half hoping that someone will pop up and tell me wat to do.. i onli know that presently, i hav to study hard in an attempt to hav a chance to do something in the future.. Received a bit of stress from the teachers coz i missed the first week.. had to catch up on maths n chem lect, then still got bio test n gp test waiting for me.. oh man..
Friday, January 06, 2006
Friday, January 06, 2006
all gd things hav to come to an end.. but this end sparked a new begining... new friendships are forged and people are brought closer from different ends of Singapore.. hahaz..
i had a gr8 time being an ogl.. realli.. i was fun in your company.. i didnt know that i can b so hyped up too.. hehez.. the forfeits are really funny.. kah hoe had to kiss wilson cheek n barry had to kiss Jay sern's cheek.. hahaz.. then wei quan had to kiss my hand.. anyway, when i said that i had never hold hands with any of my bf before they dun believe leh.. hahaz.. too bad lo..
one thing is for sure.. i wun forget this experience.. it was fantastic..
anyway, was quite sad that the entire og didnt hav a chance to have dinner or something together.. hahaz.. in e end went with jolene harry terence shannon anthony barry jonathan out to mac to join aileen wenhui guo jun og.. hahaz..
then terence asked for chilli.. BIG MISTAKE.. hahaz.. this burger ended up being piled with bout 11 packs of mac chilli.. haha.. it was either his burger or his sundae that will kenna..hahaz.. poor thing.. it was so funny.. on the bus there, jonathan was realli humourous.. we were all still qutie high lo.. it was quite sad that we onli danced once n thats it.. hahaz.. heard that there will be make up lesson for ogl.. sianz.. hav to stay late in sch again..haahz.. i also heard that they finished e lecture for e chem organic n PNC for maths.. oh no.. n clement is still as slow as ever.. hehez.. hahaz
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Thursday, January 05, 2006
yeah!! e ogls today stink together.. hahaz.. that was so fun! we stink the entire lt1.. hahaz..today was wet games with the dance, its gonna b me.. hahaz.. had to teach at the speed 0.808 for them.. so fun!! hahaz.. today i danced to my heart's content.. yupz.. we did mambo bori n gonna at x2 speed.. it was fantastic.. thumbs up to e dance com.. !! heard that the kids are giving something to us!!.. so touched then i wonder wat barry bought.. hahaz.. goin to call him later i think.. tml going for free n easy.. finally a quiet environment for us to bond better.. i hope that i did my job as an ogl well..anyway.. heard that there is lots of work to b done.. coz no one from 17 is online..oh no..haha.. saw joel n hongyi walking around n they are always smiling.. hmm.. not a sight that i think i c often last yr.. hahaz.. but of course its gd to c ppl smiling.. :Di think it is going to b tough catching up on e lectures n tutorials.. oh well.. hahaz.. i hav to go n finish up another 10 pg of maths!! oh shit!! have to hand in tml.. sianz.. hahaz.. i think yong will juz put a seen lo.. hahaz.. k la.. i should not make an elderly angry coz i dun do my work.. hahaz..
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
received li ching bout e RJ guy looking for people interested in tuition.. hmm.. should i??
oh man.. haiz.. coz he is gd.. then can help me with chem maths econs.. hahaz.. not sure if i hav e time either too.. sianz.. but i hav mark to help le.. i dunno la.. haiz..
anyway.. today was the first day of orientation.. hmm.. saw my og the first time n i realised that they are quite enthu.. more than how i expected.. haha.. bullied barry into sitting in for the subject talk juz now.. poor thing.. n i think i still owe him $5 for lunch.. hahaz.. well, had a lot of games today n was quite fun!! haha.. i hope that the next few days will b as fun.. hehez..
danced mambo.. hahaz.. it was funny.. well.. we performed the its gonna b me n for me it was horrible coz i dun rmb e steps that clearly n i was already xhausted.. n i thought i lose my bottle.. hehez.. i left it at e headquaters..
came home relatively tired n yet i hav to do those chores while my bro is happily playing with the neighbour!! damn.. that spolit brat................... tired!! hav to do econ essay... received e bio notes on transportation.. 61 pg la.. n keysian theory.. oh man.. im sleepy man.. how!! hahaz
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