welcome.
When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we leave a mark?
This time.
Will can we say that we had tried our best?
Feeling down?
Look out the window..
What do you see?
The Sun is still shinging..
Ppl are still going about their own lives..
Nobody will stop for u..
Your fate lies in your own hands afterall.
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap contentment
If you plant consideration, you will reap perspective.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
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Friday, February 24, 2006
Friday, February 24, 2006
juz wanna state my opinion here.. whether u read it or not is another matter.. coz from wat i noe, u dun.. u will read zhar's or his click de...
someone commented that i made things difficult for u..
but i juz wanna say that i didnt.. coz if i did, i will be preventing u from meeting him during breaks by asking u to do something for me or with me or wateva.. but i didnt..
its all up to u.. since that u pointed out the both of u are more than friends, this implies that u guys need more time alone.. there are gains and losses to everything..
with or without u during breaks and lunch will not make a huge difference in my life coz im juz going to live my life normally as its ridiculous to cry or make a huge fuss juz coz u r spending it with him.. as in i c no point in doing so..
its all your decisions.. i will not influence u as it seems that its all back to sqaure 1 n all e stuff that i said before was useless.. thus there is no point to spend my time on this anymore..
so, juz go n do wateva u want.. its your life.. juz wish that u dun live to regret.. thats all i can do..
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felt disorientated today.. my table is a mess, my file is a mess too so is my life.. juz got this lost feeling today.. realised that my grades are slipping.. so now i hav to be determined to get my As back.. being around classmates with more commitments and doing better than me in every sub bothers me.. this probably explains the stress.. moreover, i hav high expectations too i suppose.. so im not myself today.. moreover, i didnt follow my plans.. e stuff that im suppose to complete by this wk is not completed n more are piling up.. n i didnt hav time to list everything out for me to gauge my plan.. oh man.. this sux..actually felt like breaking down but shall not waste my time on it.. felt like playing pool too to vent anger.. but i do not hav time to spare.. who is free?
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Reallli.. Dunnoe wats wrong with me..
i actually left my maths tys in class and i wanan thank izhar for safe keeping it for me..
the thing is that i didnt even realise.. it should be in his possession for bout a wk.. haha.. oops..
n when i asked to lend his tys in maths tut today, izhar passed me mine.. but i didnt even recognise it.. haha.. izhar finally told me when maths tut is ending..
MOreover, i rmb that i accidentally left my ecology notes in ohana the other time before bio test.. n alison n jasmine took it for me.. haha.. im so adsent-minded..
After dinner, i hit my ankle against the sharp edge of the chair.. it hurts like hell.. coz of the pressure i suppose .. oh man.. n i was cut by the edge of the mirror.. guess its coz im not realli wake anymore man..
This was the first time that i could force myself to do work from 4.30 to 6.30am lo.. i will usually doze off at 5.30.. so in total, i studied for about 14 hours straight today.. wat a feat..
there is probabilty test tml.. n jasmine listed out that there is 6 test within 2 weeks.. haiz..
to think im still quite energetic.. well.. i muz work hard! haiz..
got OG outing tml.. hope that it will be enjoyable!!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Sunday, February 19, 2006
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Mouse_wei_lin
Do click on e link to let me find out more bout myself.. k??
Thanx in advance..
hav to say that im veri surprised by e response so far.. hmm..
never thought that im friendly coz im quite cold to ppl whom im not familiar with.. well.. i suppose i need time to warm up.. i was never the initiative type.. im cheerful?? well.. i suppose its juz on e exterior.. haha.. my heart may be bleeding all the time.. but not anymore.. coz a new yr juz started..for me its a new begining.. yupz... trying my best not be stressed..
e thought that the syllabus will be taught to us by the June holidays is terrifying.. as the mid yr exam in june will be a pre-prelim.. all that content of e 4 subs.. wow.. hope that i will not be drowned.. been thinking of getting help.. but asking him is like a little weird too.. dunno la.. well, lets c how e week will go.. bio spa this wk with maths Probability test, chem spa n Chem test on organic next wk with econs drq test.. wonder when will the bio one be.. sianz..
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Saturday, February 18, 2006
i totally adore him.. he is so suave.. but he is married.. haha.. so i will never miss the show.. hehz.. n i learnt something today..
we cannot decide for others but we can onli wish that there will be a good ending no matter wat happens..
yupz.. this is life i suppose.. we onli start to buck up at the last minute n start taking precautions when we are sick.. we r juz so despicable..
been wondering should i stick to my path or change coz of challenges.. is the path that i yearn for worth it? its my life.. or is it not?
sianz.. so much work piling up.. been working hard so that i can enjoy my fruits of labour later.. which i hope i do..
tried the new burger today.. oh man.. it is horrible.. my stomach is still uncomfortable coz of it.. yucks..
its my life~~ its now or never...
i had 144 hr os CIP leh.. im so surprised.. hehez..
Monday, February 13, 2006
Monday, February 13, 2006
have not been updating for quite some time.. pls allow me to recall how e past week had been..
Anyway, my sms reached the limit of 600 le.. so im trying to conserve now.. then Valentine day too bad lo.. haha.. no one for me to sms anyway..
i rmb i nearly lost my wallet.. i was looking for the price of the lollipops at cold storage.. then i left my wallet bhind. When i reached e interchange, then i realised that my wallet is not with me.. i sprinted all the way back to cold storage.. i think that it is my punishment for skipping pe for that day.. haha.. n luckily, someone picked it up and returned to the office.. haha.. Singapore is a gr8 country where not many will desire my wallet i suppose.. haha.. i learnt my lesson n will be more careful i hope..
On sat, i went to causeway to make some stuff for alison they all.. n bought e materials that i need.. then went to Yj for their fun fair.. it was quite fun.. i was surprised that it was so crowded!! n i nearly beat vimal , e pool president in pool!! haha.. nearly.. but it was fun on the whole.. catching up with the girls n teasing the guys.. haha.. it was quite some time that i didnt get to see them.. YJ seem like a fun place.. anyway, without the J1s, AJ is so quiet.. n e canteen is spacious!! haha..
i missed the dinner with honey darling n e NY 10B ppl.. haiz.. sorry but its my granddad's sister birthday.. so cant be excused.. heard that they were so lucky that they managed to caught the fireworks performance lo!! haha.. then HONEY says she will set off fireworks for me when i can manage to join them for dinner.. haha.. i will rmb it!! haha.. MIssed u guys so much..
anyway, heard bout some of my OG ppl's results.. hope that they will all go to the school of their choice.. without, some top school's students taking the Os, i thought it will be easier to get As.. but i suppose the comptition is still present n there are bound to hav ppl who will fall into the C grade.. Make your choice wisely!! its not a easy decision but i sort of went through it.. anyway, its juz one n a half yrs.. time pass fast so its ok.. its not realli the school that matter, its your hard work i suppose..
i guess this is most of the exciting things bah.. then today, i watched i not stupid 2.. it was fantastic!! i was so touched.. now i understand y derrick will cry too.. wanted to ask hongyi along coz we r watching at sun plaza.. n i wonder will he be touched too or too cold to tear or too shocked that we cried.. nearly all the audiences came out with red puffy eyes and nose.. haha.. n i wonder will melissa cry if she watched too.. HONEY! i miss u!!
was quite inspired by the movie.. kind of hinted to my parents to watch juz now n my dad said that he can act it out.. i think that the movie is on at my house but is the non-exaggerated version.. haha.. i suppose this is a real story to some.. but i know that it is true.. this sort of prompted me to wanna b a teacher.. haha.. anyway, learnt lots of stuff n shall not type it or yu xian gonna scold me again for thinking so much.. but i realli feel that im quite blessed.. life is full of ups n downs.. n if i think wateva happened in sec4 is the down slope, i dun think that its realli considered.. i could hav done a lot more, if onli im more matured.. n all that if only.. if i realli become a mum some day, i do hope that i will be how i wan my mum wanna b like.. haha.. thinking too much..
realised that there is lots of stuff that i have not done n should hav done.. so was a little stressed.. but i sort of planned my time table this week.. so now im trying to convince myself that there is time for me to finish all the stuff that i wanna do.. haha..
i realli hate to make choices.. why cant someone come n tell me wat i will b in e future n who i will be with?? choices are so difficult as i hope that i will not live to regret.. n why cant some ppl juz accept my choice n move on with life?? i can tell myself confidently that i had gotta over him le.. coz we are juz friends.. yupz.. had a new eye candy in sch.. n y do i keep on bumping into him in school n most of the time im alone?? hope that he will not think that im stalking him.. coz i dun do that.. n this isnt the time.. jas said that if i take the initiative, i will be successful.. but neh.. im not that kind of girl.. this all boils down to fate i believe.. sorry if u r not my choice.. there are more choices out there..
the probability that i will meet my Mr Right is 1/ the entire world's population.. the probability that i wun is ( the entire world's population -1)/ ( the entire world's population).. so e probability is much much larger n almost certainity.. so those attached, do appreciate the guy n hope that he is the one.. to those who are not, though the probability is low, its not impossible.. haha.. trying to console myself in the process.. hehez.. Happy Valentine's Day tml!
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
haha.. juz wondering how true it is.. n to kailiang, the first line is suppose to be sarcastic.. haha.. those who know me knows that.. haha..A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line. She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her. She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit. Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home. She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women. She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom. She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds. She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up". She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for "Happiness". She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else. She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up. If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificantmatters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you. haha.. funny reading?? wanna know me more?? in conclusion, im juz a weird person.. hehez
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Saturday, February 04, 2006
during the cross country, me n serxing ran together.. but juz like last yr, i practically walk the walk beside the expressway breathing in all the exhuast fumes from the cars zooming past.. haha.. then ended up no.238.. haha.. n my tag no. was 2283.. so qiao rite? i forgot how to tell my parents to bet on the number.. haha.. anyway, the fun part was after the cross country.. 18 of us from 17/05 went for dinner at novena's fish n co.. it was my first time there.. haha.. though mummy work at united square.. haha.. the dinner was fantastic.. though mostly are fried stuff but it was nice.. the service there was terrible though.. but it did not dampen our mood.. haha.. the after-dinner was the best part of all.. i got a brainwave and we started to play a childish game: Shen dan lao ren shen dan shu... ring a bell to u guys too?? haha...it was so fun to play with the guys as shi hern joel n gek han giggle veri easily and got hongyi the tao kia.. haha.. it was so funny.. we started laughing like nobody's business without any stimulator.. haha.. we made so much noise giggling and laughing.. it was so fun.. felt like we are veri bonded.. then me n alison went to the toilet, n she asked where it was.. i wanted to say that the toilet sign is behind the 'man' decoration but i said under instead.. then coincidentally, a couple was under it with the guy on the right which is the same as the toilet logo.. haha.. so funny.. then me n alison laughed all the way there.. when we wanted to enter the toilet, alison nearly collided with a lady n on her way out, she nearly collided into a guy.. haha.. so funny.. so we giggled all the way back too.. first time we had laughed heartily together for a long time.. haha.. there are some things that i wanna say to her as im afraid that she will make a wrong decision.. haiz. but such things are hard to be said out.. haiz.. she is sinking deeper.. do hope all goes well..haha.. now my voice is so sexy.. haha.. my throat is so sore.. haha.. hope that i can skip pe on monday again.. haha.. =P.. to wb: take care on your way back to malaysia today!! no jam! :)
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Thursday, February 02, 2006
haiz.. the pace of the tutorials are becoming faster..all the e-packages.. n time is running out..i realli marvel at those who can finish the tutorials so quickly la.. my maths n chem is quite bhind lo.. getting more stress. sianz..then quite lost for econs today.. haiz.. realised that my drq is full of crap n so different from the others in the class.. y is my ans so different? made me so demoralised.. feel like dropping econs le.. at least got more time to spend on other subjects too.. esp gp.. to think that me n jas took so long to do the AQ question la.. if it is during exams i think im going to fail..sianz..i muz buck up le!!
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