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When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we leave a mark?
This time.
Will can we say that we had tried our best?
Feeling down?
Look out the window..
What do you see?
The Sun is still shinging..
Ppl are still going about their own lives..
Nobody will stop for u..
Your fate lies in your own hands afterall.
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap contentment
If you plant consideration, you will reap perspective.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
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Friday, March 31, 2006
Friday, March 31, 2006
i signed the verification slip indicating that i will take 4 sub all the way til As.. n i cannot drop any subject.. i hope that this will not turn out to b a wrong decision that i will live to regret..my classmates reckon that i can do it.. does that imply that i muz have the confidence within me to do it? However, comparing my CA results.. its not xactly excellent.. although my results are above the mean, that does not mean that im satisfied.. This may sound like im harbouring high hopes for myself.. if i take 4 sub but do not end up with a good cert, it will be meaningless too..i have to acknowledge that im not brilliant as compared to my classmates.. let alone the students from other school.. by doing so, m i placing more stress on myself?? i do not know..Well.. i signed it.. n its like a promise that im making to myself that i will do my best and not b disappointed at the end of the day.. Yup.. so i better put in my hard work.. i failed the case study.. hmmm... i had mental block then.. does it sound like an excuse??today was I n E day.. the activities are quite fun.. but our class was slacking.. haha.. better go n do my work.. Jia you wor..
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
DDD.. was all that filled my mind today..feeling more n more isolated..m i closing myself to the world? or the world closing in, leaving me out?after reading my classmates essay, i felt that im really terrible..i shall edit it!! yes..went to the gym to relieve stress..felt better til im writing this..i realli wanna do well!!i mus be self discipline..i suppose this is y im dull ..coz im dumb.. so im down..or izzit mood swing??i dun even know it myself..first time i got an A for maths.. but i dun think i did well enough.. haiz..i hav to work hard..losing the interest in econs.. then i shall concentrate on my other sub! hehez..my younger bro made earrings for me.. i shall wear them tml..haha..i received a pair of free tickets for Ice age 2 on this sat ..the problem is i dunno how to get there.. haha..balestier theatre.. hmm.. never heard from it.. hmmm..If u had changed, u wun b u anymore.
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Lets start with MOnday.. watched the campus superstar!! it is getting more competitive... n Adriano was eliminated.. i heard the news from the radio b4 it was broadcasted.. spolit the anticipation i had in me.. i was so disappointed!! oh man.. However, i feel that it is unfair a guy who cant sing to get into the finals.. the reason that he lost i suppose is because he is not as rich as e Peicai guy.. anyway, i heard a dedication on 93.3 which dedicated song for all the finalist but him.. haha.. i suppose. this is a clear indication of how popular he is.. haha.. kinda hope that he will not walk away with the top prize..On Tuesday, mass civics juz ended earlier.. so went home earlier.. then slept e afternoon away.. so it kind of felt like e weekend.. haiz.. then had to settle attendance and membership.. so tiring!!Wed had cca.. it was orientation.. veri veri sianz la.. oh well.. thank goodness it is onli once.. then we can go to the home.. li ching said that i hav a free balestier movie ticket for the ICE age 2 movie.. should i go? dun feel like wasting the ticket though.. haiz.. Thurs, had econ's case study test.. it was bad.. kind of had a mental block.. so cant xactly rmb the stuff.. moreover, i hav no idea how long the test is.. so didnt reallii complete.. sianz ar.. moreover, they didnt let me practise case study then throw the test at us.. how responsible of them.. pissed... well, xpecting a fail grade then.. this made me think of dropping econs.. coz the essay n case study marks are also unpredictable.. im realli on e verge of dropping.. but they are going to finish teaching the syallbus le.. kind of wasted if i dropped.. but im realli realli tired..There is this fear building up in me.. Fear that i will not do well.. Esp for maths and chem.. moreover, i kind of dun understand kidney.. i suppose it is stress.. esp when i hav classmates excelling.. hmmm.. im so tired.. so so tired.. So many things to do..
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Saturday, March 18, 2006
i actually do not know wat im feeling now.. as if im dead.. this is so weird.. realli..my internal systems seem to be in mayhem.. nothing see, to be right..is it because i do not know wat i am doing?life.. wat is it all about??hmmm...enjoyed the times with my friends though.. felt alive then.. but kind of isolated inside.. aiya.. dunno la.. stress?? dunno la.. DUNNO LA!!!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Im so surprised with myself.. i had never thought that i can b so self-disciplined.. i hope that i will not turn complacent after this.. I hav been sleeping at 2am n waking up as early as 6.30am on monday n 8.30am today to go to NTU or School.. wow.. I realised that i can only concentrate in the wee hours in the morning away from all distractions (TV).. haha.. N i actually drag myself to the gym today though im quite tired.. hey hey!! haha.. however, i realised that im not as fit as b4. This kind of sadden me. I SHALL NOT ALLOW THIS TO DEMORALISE ME!! haha.. i shall work harder to train!! haha.. completed quite alot of work.. struggling with my GP now.. oh man.. Y did we choose the hardest question??!! haha.. nvm.. i shall treat it as a challenge and complete it with the best of my ability.. Hope that i will not score too badly or i will give up hope on it.. *PRAY*Today, Interact Club Service Committee organised the Games Day in school.. Interactors from 4 diff schools turned up if im not wrong.. Anyway, we played dodged ball and captain's ball.. Really glad that Shimin Joyce Pearlyn Isadora was there.. they lighten the mood and made it so fun.. haha.. The atmosphere was a friendly one though we were competiting against each other.. haha.. laughed alot today during lunch with them.. haha.. n rmbed that laughing is an excerise which is beneficial to our body as it increase our heart rate as if we are really excerising.. haha.. Quite sad that there wun be chances like this anymore.. haiz.. i better get back to work.. I WANNA PLAY POOL.. I WANA SUN TAN.. I WANNA WATCH MOVIE!!.. but i need time.. haiz.. Im meeting honey n darling n gang tml!! so looking forward to it!! YEAH!!oh ya.. i wonder how was terence's bbq ytd.. haha..
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Wonder have u gotten my blog add.. i know that it means more if i say it to u in the face, but i cant as im not sure if its the right time.. or i will hurt u in anyway that i dun wish..kind of reflected on the way home on fri n wo kan kai le.. really.. during the conversation on sat, regarding his question to u..its so obvious that its true la.. n wat makes him think that your character click?? coz u 2 r giving in to each other now ma..y do u wan be with a guy who is not confident of himself??this kind of question will pop up very often.. by questioning that it oso mean that he dun have trust in the relationship that it will last long..so wats the point of being together even?he will tend to like 'break down' often to gain your sympathy.. is that how u wan a relationship to b?? its your life.. =)then a new question popped up.. where is my heart now?? i think i lost it.. haha.. im heartless..
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Saw Charles email informing that volunteers under him can get movie vouchers at Eng Wah Suntec at $8 so that if we watch on weekends or public holidays, it will be cheaper.. so now wondering over should i really go n get it or not.. this is because i didnt contribute much this yr.. so i dun deserve it i suppose.. but someone who had never volunteered before actually asked for 20 tickets.. haha.. wonder who the greedy person is.. are Singaporeans so greedy?? From all those that i know, not many are.. haha.. mayb Bcoz im lucky.. Read through my tagboard.. n realised that i think i sounded rude to the person who commented that my english is bad.. I should be thanking the person instead. He/She gave that comment so that my english can improve which will help my GP eventually i suppose.. Thank u.. n sorry.. i was in a hasty mood that day i think.. as usual.. haha.. mayb..CHem SPa is over!! SHOIK!! haha.. jumping for joy.. can flush out the sources of error crap from my brain.. haha.. coz the memory space is limited.. now i sound like a computer.. Time flies.. holiday next wk.. not exactly a holiday as i hav to go to school almost every other day.. n all the work that i hav to complete within a week!! my gosh.. hope that this will prevent me from slacking.. PRAY HARD!! haha.. im in the library now listening to the J1s.. n recalling back to the sweet memories of being in OCEANO! missed the cheers, fun, laughter, the members and the OGLS!.. haha..soon the yr is over.. oh man.. feeling something from someone.. i think im thinking too much again.. that's me!
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
read bout the stories from the volunteers who went to visit the old folks at Indus Road..i felt guilty.. i suppose it is because i wasn't there..a Part of me felt like going all the way down there to see for myself how their lives are.. is it really like how the article described?i nearly teared after i read the article. i felt that im so fortunate n yet i dun cherish it.. Moreover, i was not there to help in any way i could.. then i started to question myself, m i still human.. wats my purpose of being here.. i valued my studies more than going around with Charles to go charity.. Helping others and seeing the smiles on the less fortunate faces will be the most satisfying thing in the whole i suppose..Im trying to convince myself that i should b at home studying n not out there.the reason being if i dun do well, i will b in no gd condition to help them anymore in the future.. is that the right way i should be thinking? feeling so emotional now.. but i should not b feeling pity for those there.. they wun like it.. but i cant help it.. i will help after my As.. now thats a promise that im making for myself.. not to make myself feel any better but more to let me have a peace of mind to concentrate better..Now i hav a motivation to buck up.. n i will.. that should b e attitude rite? yes........then i hope that i wil be able to find someone to go with as i may not be able to take it n break down at the wrong time.. if i m there, will i find the courage to clean their house for them? will it endure everything to make it possible? time will tell..
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Kahing says that he cant ix it coz the problem lies in the mother board i suppose.. haha.. so my dad hav to send it to the repair shop in the end.. hope that it is not beyond hope yet.. wondering if the documents in the harddisk is still present or not.. hmmm...last night was damn fun!! haha.. i skipped my cousin's 5th birthday party to go to OCEANO outing.. hehez.. it was worthwhile to me as i get to c my cousin everynow n then but some of my OG J1s are leaving for other schools... Anyway, heard from my dad that my cousin invited his classmates to his party without telling his mum.. he is one of a kind.. i can hardly believe it as he is onli 5 yrs old!! but he is quite pampered n his parents cant do anything to him.. Anyway, for the outing, we didnt called before hand for reservation at any place.. Thus, we walked around suntec for bout an hr to look for seats but in vain.. haha.. so we ended up buying take aways from fastfood outlets n enjoying our meal beside the river outside esplanade.. haha.. it was gd having excerise b4 dinner i suppose.. haha.. then we sat in the middle of the pathway in a circle.. it was quite embarrassing as passers-by was stare at us when they walk by.. haha.. but it was dark, so they cant see our faces distinctly i suppose.. then we shared dirty jokes onli to find out that Wei Quan is the 'dirtiest'.. N Wilson actually have e tammy video in his phone.. haha.. so we teased him quite alot.. haha.. it was realli fun on the whole.. gonna miss them so much.. i guess thats y im having a flu now.. haha.. to me, we are fated to know each other n i will cherish this foreva.. MISS YA LOTS!!haha.. my bro wanted to give me $50 ytd for the outing leh.. hehez.. but i onli took $17 from him instead.. then in the elevator, my dad gave me $50 though i didnt ask from him.. hmmm.. feeling so loved.. haha.. not coz of the money but coz that i matter alot of them n they dun wan me to starve i suppose.. hehez.. my 2 walking atms.. haha.. but i dun get to go out often anyway.. i better return the money to my dad as i didnt use it at all.. i still havent pay alison money for the ticket.. oh man.. money seems to be flowing out more.. haha..haha.. n i lost my international trade part 1 notes.. thankfully barry says that his is empty.. YEAH!! so i can hav a clean copy.. yipee.. not much of a loss.. hope that his life will be smoother!! dun think soo much.. know your priorities!!happened to walk to the bus stop with Ms tan coincidentally.. i was nervous when im talking to her.. n i realised that wateva i said was so superficial.. i had other thoughts to express but i chose not too.. oh man.. wat m i thinking?? feeling like a failure.. i posted two comments on the forum!! haha.. was quite crappy i suppose.. wun be surprised if the moderators delete my comments away.. haha.. i better check my spelling as i typed it at midnight.. haha.. should i go n c a doc for a MC for pe tml?? but if i do, it seems like im doing it deliberatly.. but im not exactly in a gd condition to train.. haiz.. though i need the exercise.. hope that i will b better later.. gtg n finish e pile of work on my table!!
Friday, March 03, 2006
Friday, March 03, 2006
Ok.. the whole stress thing was in i suppose.. on wed, had a chem organic test.. it was quite ok i think.. =)
then i went to collect my chinese results.. thought that i would hav done better as my oral score is a distinction .. oh well.. since it is not counted in the Uni admission.. haha.. However, it will reflect better if its a A of course.. but.. nvm..
then had a mini class DRQ test.. me n jas thought it will be from the tys.. so we flipped through the tys and tried the onli DRQ on inflation.. To our dismay, the test is not from the tys.. its not a wasted effort as we had tried at least.. haha.. we went the extra mile in an attempt to be more prepared..
Then had discrete random variable test today.. onli 2 question.. heng ar.. it was quite easy.. now i hav additional homework.. which is to do all the questions in the paper that was not tested.. n i better start practising my maths.. i had a plan for the weekend.. sincerely hope that i can follow trough.. n that i will not be a slave to time..
thurs was the last day to drop econs.. so this means that i realli hav to slog through.. but im still online.. hmm.. muz be DISCIPLINED!!
this morning, im so tired that my right eyelid cant open wide enough for me to stuff my contacts in.. haha.. so looked like a nerd.. on second thoughts.. i hav always been one i suppose.. haha.. muz SLOG!! Moreover, i felt that if i were to smile, my face will crack.. haha.. werid eh..
do hope that u guys get into the sch u wan!!
There is outing tml!! so looking forward to it!! hav to think of wat to wear.. oh man.. haha.. im so lazy..
i did makeup PE on tues! onli had to walk 6 rounds with 2 bottles.. haha.. finished it in half an hr n i can go off le.. so fortunate!! Im a slacker .. hehe..
the GP homework is on Fallacy.. oh man.. sianz.. So many tutorials to do!! I mus WaKE UP early to get things done!! i MUST!!! haha.. another weekend for slogging..
went to the science centre on wed.. saw adrian Pang with his son!! haha.. Ms Yap was standing bside him n she didnt notice.. haha.. though belinda wenhui n i are giggling behind them.. haha.. n we went to test for our pulse rate n e diastole systole.. haha.. wenhui was so skinny that the machine could not detect her.. haha.. it was so funny.. we hav to try it like 3 times before there is a reading for her.. haha.. Anyway, the exhibitions are realli interesting.. had a gr8 time there.. witnessed e process of a chick hatching too!! haha.. n played 3-D tick tac toe.. we can juz win in 2 steps.. haha..
suppose to post comments on the econ's forum.. but i dunno wat to put.. haha.. hav to go n read the notes first. .sianz.. econs lect is quite scary too anyway.. sianz.. hav to do MCQ n essay again..
my whiteboard is filled with homework again.. at least it motivates me not to slack too much.. haha.. recently i hav a new habit, which is to try n fill the board up with things to do.. haha.. i think im insane.. my eyelids are barely open anymore..
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