welcome.
When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we leave a mark?
This time.
Will can we say that we had tried our best?
Feeling down?
Look out the window..
What do you see?
The Sun is still shinging..
Ppl are still going about their own lives..
Nobody will stop for u..
Your fate lies in your own hands afterall.
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap contentment
If you plant consideration, you will reap perspective.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
seriously.. i know its kind of stupid feeling stupid over e mid-yr when its over and results izzit everything..However, i had studied for it.. At least i made some effort to revise.. n now im realli disappointed in myself.. i supposed e results will juz highlight how stupid i m.. Seriously, i dun even wanna get back any of my paper..I hav no confidence in every single paper.. Gosh.. if this is the As, im screwed..I used to aim for an A, n will fall short.. If i were to aim lower now, izzit going to go lower?Haiz.. im juz demoralised now..Thought that the sentosa trip is on tml so that i can de-stress..Actually, i feel that im drifting further n further away from my ambition..There is this feelinf that im not gd enough anyway, hence, i should not aim so high..the higher the hopes, the higher the disappointment,n i feel, i may be better off being just normal..i juz wanna do more.. izzit realli impossible to b a dietitian so that im in a better position to help more? Im at a loss..
Monday, June 26, 2006
Monday, June 26, 2006
haha.. guess wat.. i couldnt sleep last night again.. flipping n flopping, visitng the toilet numerous of times, ate and drank, used the massage chair, asked my dad to massage, i did everything that i can think of to try n fall asleep.. i was not nervous.. its more of excitment.. coz 3 more days n its holiday again.. haiz..
hav to drag myself to sch for GP n Bio paper.. well, for the GP essay, i did the question without understanding the word pepetuating.. haha.. took a risk.. oh well, e other Q are so difficult!!
Well.. the bio paper is quite a killer.. haha.. i didnt memorise asexual reproduction as it is the most boring chapter n bout half the essay Qs are on it.. oh gosh.. i crapped out everything.. im quite surprised that i can fill a pg still..haha.. but upon checking with my notes, half the pg is wrong..haha.. i think the teacher will hav an easy time marking my paper.. anyway, i did the mcq in 10 mins n i didnt hav time to check!! haiz.. and when im doing the structured Qs, i was writing my answer with my eyes close lo.. haha.. its quite obvious as my answer is not on the line.. haha.. it was slanted upwards.. haha..
n its Maths tml.. e teachers said that it will b difficult.. haha.. i hope that i will not b devasted after the paper.. haha.. hope that i can fall asleep tonight!!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
WEll, my mum left for thailand last evening..THis implies that i hav to do the laundry and the dishes til she is back while i hav to prepare for my mid yr.. Gr8.. oh well..i still do not hav much stress i think. Still on a sluggish mood.. haiz.. though im quite fearful of the GP paper..THen my younger bro came back from his china trip with his CCA. OH MY GOD.. the electronics there is sold at a really cheap price.. he bought a thumbdrive with memory space of 8G for bout S$8, n MP4 with 8G for bout S$40.. haha.. do hope that both will function well.. haha.. he spent bout S$200, which is roughly RMB $1000.. haha.. well, at lest he enjoyed the trip.. do hope that he will be a bit more focus in his studies now.. haiz.. still as playful as ever..I reached home from fetching my bro at bout 12.. then i started to revise organic.. i was so engrossed that when im done, its 3 am in the morning.. Initially, i will quite proud of myself that i was so focussed. However, my brain was so active that i couldnt sleep til bout 7am.. GR8.. i spent 4 hrs flipping on the bed n waking up so disorientated today.. ARgh.. probably gonna be in a foul mood.. so i thought that it will b a gd idea to go out n do work instead.. at least i wun b so bothered by the torturous night memory.. haiz.. i suppose its due to the fact that i hav not been excerising. Hence, i hav too much energy resulting in me being so alert in e wee hours of the morning.. if only i do not hav to do the chores, i suppose that i will study at night n sleep in e day.. Y do i hav to stick to a schedule deemed to b the norm? COz my world does not consist of me alone? so i hav to alert my body clock to suit others? haiz.. this world is so werid.. Or probably im the one who is..
Monday, June 12, 2006
Monday, June 12, 2006
Lets start with ytd..Mark was teaching me Maths at Long John Silver..Sitting at the table in front of me is a man..WHen Mark was cracking his brain.. i started to formulate a story.. haha.. This is because he waits anxiously for his phone to vibrate and his eyes will light up when it did.. n he looks like he is waiting for someone who will never turn up..he will peer around whenever someone walks by as if he is anticipating the person to come..He seem really lonely and as if he is out of love.. poor guy..Mayb im thinking too much.. but i suppose his body language shows it all..TOday, i attended a wedding lunch.. The couple is adorable.. they look so compatible.. so envious.. =)MEt my grandma side of the family.. as usual, me n my bros are e elder ones among e kids of my generation.. But THis little boy, Kenneth.. is so cute in his red tie.. haha.. reckon he will grow up to b a shuai ge.. taking after my uncle.. haha..ANyway, i feel that my uncle who tied the knot today is one of the few gd guys around that i know.. he is so friendly n kind n fun-loving.. now hoping that my Mr Right will be as good.. haha..i suppose we will all be lonely sometimes n yearn for companionship.. Well, hope that these days will be over soon!!My little bro left for Shanghai with his CO for 8 days..my house is going to b so quiet now..Hope that everything will be safe n smooth.. yupz.. THen i started to imagine how the scence will be like if im e one leaving for my Uni education.. Well, i think that im dreaming too far.. Tha will only happen if i can get an overseas Scholarship.. wat are the chances when i dun even have any S papers? Oh well.. Hoping for the best.. n im doing everything within my means.. hope that it will pay off in the end..
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
haha.. finally i felt like blogging..
Went out with kat n li n dine today..
haha.. watched a movie..
the male lead is so shuai! then me n kat r becames a little of a hua chi.. haha..
Romance movies also give me the false hopes that it is easy to get the guy of our dreams..
haiz.. oh well.. its juz sad that this chapter of my life is still a blank sheet of paper waiting for the right guy to fill it up..
still waiting n waiting..
but how to determine that he is the right guy?
n who m i to choose?
haha.. i suppose i think too much.. e movie also proved that girls are not air-heads who goes for guys for their looks..
i suppose its people's maturity level that attracts others more in e long run..
n e right amount of sensitivity..
n their personality..
watched da vinci e other day and ignited in me a desire to read the book..
but i muz resist the temptation coz sleep is more impt.. haha.. im such a pig..
i dun think im like going to study very hard.. haha.. later burnt out.. hehez..
sleep more impt.. haha..
To Kat,
im really touched that u still read my blog.. =)
n im really glad that u r still healthy and bubbly though i had not seen u for ages.. =)
All the best to u! Hope that we will meet soon again.. then probably watched another movie n go gaga.. haha.. thats a girl's privilege.. hehez..
If onli there are shuai ge around us.. if only.. haha..
Do take gd care of yourself.. n Njoy your lessons!
got lots of gp hw to do!! argh...
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