welcome.
When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we leave a mark?
This time.
Will can we say that we had tried our best?
Feeling down?
Look out the window..
What do you see?
The Sun is still shinging..
Ppl are still going about their own lives..
Nobody will stop for u..
Your fate lies in your own hands afterall.
If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap contentment
If you plant consideration, you will reap perspective.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
Sunday, November 26, 2006
well well well.. been thinking alot as usual and hear a lot.. widen my perspective..thanx jiahui for telling me e story of Debeers..i will not hav diamonds again.. haha..anyway, i boldly walked into a tuition centre n im hired! haha.. e pay is quite pathetic.. oh well, hope that more students will come to me..haha.. n i start today!have to teach a sec 4 boy E-maths..poor thing.. he got a teacher who dun quite like maths too..haha.. hope all ends well..went to help out at my aunt's ytd..i had to stand from 9am to 6pm arranging flowers..n my muscles didnt ache today.. hey hey.. i didnt know im so fit.. haha..Finally everything is over.. but i cant stop thinking bout the mistakes..juz like the lyrics of e song 'If i were u''u look at all that's wrong instead of all that's right'haiz..wonder how it will turn out to b..n all the 'wat if ' pop up in my mind..haiz..i cant wait to go out.. hahai wanna hav an OG outing!ppl plan leh.. kekez..
Friday, November 17, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006
im too sheltered..
im too slow..
im too stupid..
i never figured out why til today..
not totally but partially..
i suppose i hav been living in my own world in my own lala land..
i had never realised, seriously..
wat a hypocritical person i actually am..
i had been too careless..
unaware how things work..
now i do, better..
i had always thought of treating ppl e way i want them to treat me..
yet i did not abide by it..
it had been 18 yrs..
yet i failed to know how to handle such stuff still..
oversight on my part..
i suppose i get wat i deserved..
Thanx for letting me know..
That's wat a friend should do..
which i had failed..
There should not be any excuse for wat i had did..i was too careless..i suppose its bcoz im USED to being around a group of friends who were open to each other..we tell each other everything coz we were close..i had failed to note tt it wasnt e case n lived thinking that it was the same..it was dumb that i didnt realise that the ppl r different..i should hav been more guarded..i had never take things to heart..that does not mean that others do e same too..now i knoe.. izzit too late?im not exposed to it.. but that does not mean that im excused..though i admit that its my mistake..things are different now rite?will we still be friends?i dun even think i hav e guts to ask..this is the first time that im so affected by such stuff..i should b rite?Forgive and forget.. i cant even forgive myself.. who m i to expect others to?i had taken things too lightly i suppose..Thans for teaching me so much..so wat if i promise that it will never happen again?it had happened.. Its my fault.. thoroughly..was it wrong to accept e way ppl r n endure?
must everybody kick their bad habit?
then wun e world b a uniform place?
when is it rite to tell ppl off? to let them know?
im gonna take a leaf off pam's bk.. haha..
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
haha.. it had been 2 months.. 2 miserable months.. n i wonder will my life be more miserable after 21 days?i hav to admit that my misery is nothing probably compared to those in the developing country.. at least im receving education.. i suppose is the stress that i am giving myself.. exccessive?i hav no idea..couldnt sleep e night b4.. how to think rationally for gp? haha..then i struggled with myself..Should i still think positively and hope for a good grade or resign to fate?where can i go from here?others advised me that its over and nothing can be done bout it.. so juz get on with life..its easier said than done.. then i tried to convince myself that its part of life.. ups and downs.. i need to be stronger...then i wonder will my dream be over juz like that..where should i go after this? i tried to take a nap in the afternoon but all hell broke loose at the playground..the primary sch exams are over n the kids started playing again.. haiz.. so envious of them..21 days more..
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