Thursday, July 26, 2007
Thursday, July 26, 2007
finally everything is over..
seem so definite..
done all i can..
its all so fast..
oh well..
cant change anything..
got bitten by a mosuito on sun..
accidentally left a cup with water..
oh sharks..
oh well..
* law of attraction!!**
Sorry pal..
supposed to meet u..
heee..
but its nth alreadi..
dun worry..
my papa bdae was juz over..
went to mushroom pot..
it cost a bomb..
prob will never go there again..
Amazed that i found someone who had e same kind of thinking..
though we r world's apart..
its not meant to b??
By reading between lines..
there is smth there..
yet responsibility prevails..
who knows.. mayb it wun end like that..
oh well..
my room had been through a huge transformation..
haha.. hav to pack..
n e hostel!!
haiz.. things r so messy..
wanted to go for e hall camp..
to know my new neighbours better..
but they didnt send me e letter for it..
n didnt reply my email regarding it..
so i kind of tot that its over..
then li says can register when we take e key..
oh man.. to go or not to go??
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Thanx for the no reply..
Should i learn to read more into it?
Postively or negatively?
Should i include the recent actions too?
then again, nobody is obliged to reply anyway..
Hmmm.. here i am second guessing..
This isnt me..
All im looking forward to now is for sch to start..
For this long awaited new chapter of my life..
Where changes will take place i suppose..
Mayb where i will b more at ease..
Coz i will b doing wat i love!!
meanwhile.....
i hav no idea wat to do..
Friday, July 20, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007
5月19日 真心的说客
5月19日出生的人精力十分充沛,因此必须学习如何加以控制,并往正面的方向引导。对这些拥有很强的领导潜能的人来说,这一点是十分重要的。虽然他们必须花费很多时间去尝试,同时经历身体和情绪的试炼,不过,只要目标能够确立,便可以聘任头地。他们的精力就像大自然的天气一样,浑然天成且富有爆发力。这样的精力最适合用于长远的计划,如建立社会或家庭生活的结构等。
[im so blown away.. haha.. im forever full of energy.. i hav to say its true.. i can always seem to b attentive no matter how boring it is if i want to.. i hav been thru lots too.. leadership skills eh.. hmm.. e last line sounds so serious.. mayb i will b the first female prime minister!! haha.. i hav never thought bout being into politics.. haha.. im going nuts for being shut for so long]
5月19日出生的人通常是自学有成的人,而且喜欢采取自然的方式做事。但当他们太过注重逻辑和推理,而将直觉能力束之高阁时,恐怕就会遭遇困境。在这度深入地思考总是之后,便可能走偏,离原先的主题太远。其实,他们应该尽量顺着内心的感受走,因为那就像是船上的指南针一样,会指引他们航行于正确的航线上。
[does that mean im smart?? haha.. means im too into logical thinking.. well, i do always go off the point n start mumbling according to jas..]
这天出生的人不论男女,通常会有一个同性且较年长的强势人物,成为他们生命中最重要的人;如果是在性格形成的时期遇到这样的人,这个人便会成为他们了解整个世界的导师。虽然5月19日出生的人大可在书本或艺术作品中找到灵感,但除非在现实生活中遇到一个真正了解他们的人,否则,他很可能陷入一片茫然,不知该如何善加利用自己的天分,更不知道该如何才能在社会中占有一席之地。
[i hav not found e person.. i hav to admit im quite loss n im juz trying my luck here n there.. trying not to look back in e future n regret.. i dunno..]
那么他们的天赋究竟是什么呢?一是沟通的能力,而这也是最重要的;第二是非凡的领导力;第三则是能说服朋友、家人和同事,什么时候才是采取适当行动的时候。这天出生的人当中发展得较好的,通常拥有说客般的好口才,成为他们强而有力的工具;但发展得不那么好的,恐怕就不免沦为油腔滑调或肤浅了。也就是说,他们迷人且具说服力的天赋,可能使他们具备了启迪人心的能力;不过,也可能是最糟的状况,变成一名骗术高超的人。
[means im charismatic!! m i?? so if im broke n jobless, i can switch job to b a cheat!! haha.. so lame..]
5月19日出生的人,明显地需要顺从于某种精神上的训练,以及一个非常有条理、运作得很好的社会架构。有时候,他们会因过度关心自己或别人物质上的满足,而被淮物主义的网给网住了。对这些来说,最困难的事就是要避免被绊住,才能保持行动的自由。所以,如何同时拥有安定,又能维持自由之身,便是这些人生命中最主要的挣扎;也就是说,他们必须学着在责任范围内创造自由,否则将会面临重大挫折。
[should i b thankful that im in singapore? means that i will die if i dun hav freedom?? haha.. but freedom is impt!! e time alone..]
幸运数字和守护星
5月19日出生的人都受到数字1(1+9=10,1+0=1)和太阳的影响。由于他们位于48区间中活力的交界带,再加上同时受数字1与太阳的强烈影响,所以,必须谨防被强而有力的活力错误引导,否则恐怕会为家庭或个人的人际关系带来灾难。
[im a hazard!! bware ppl..]
受数字1影响的人喜欢当老大、富有野心、不喜欢受拘束。虽然金牛的主宰行星是金星,然而在5月的这个时候,也可以渐渐感受到双子座发挥的水星效应。所以,5月19日出生的人应该小心,不要太依恃心灵的力量,慎防心浮气躁、情绪不稳定。对他们来说,学习让自己的身心冷静下来,是最重要的课题。
[well, everybody has a temper rite?? haha.. is being ambitious a gd thing??]
健康
5月19日出生的人必须小心他们毁灭性的力量,千百万对自己或别人的伤害。同时,由于早年的身体并不好,因此必须靠着坚强的意志才能克服。不幸的是,他们偏偏又很容易出意外,因此,在从事运动或激烈的体能活动时,最好能尽量小心谨慎些。当然,开车或出游时,更不能大意。
[i hav always been very careless.. haha.. thank goodness i dun hav a driving license..]
但话说回来,对这些人的健康最有益的,还是体能运动。这是因为他们的本性天生就活力充沛,所以会有这样的需求。如果忽略了这项需求,可能会导致各种身心的不适,而且大多与压力有关。此外,这天出生的人如果想寻求和谐安宁的生活,就应该知道,不好的饮食习惯对身体造成的不良影响有多大。
[no wonder i hav the mood swing plus im down with a sore throat.. coz i hav not been excerising!! haha.. talk bout nutrition.. rite..]
建议
有时候,别人想怎么做,就任他们去吧!试着别反应过度,也别过度干预。认为最好的,就照着去做,让自己拥有自由的空间。当感觉自己快冒火时,就远离那些烦人的事物吧!一生中,至少放任自己的感情一次。
[it will b hard.. being a fren, i wun wan u to b hurt rite? then again.. it will b my motto now.. dun understand e last line at all.. wat is it hinting?? forbidden love?? haha.. ]
名人
胡志明(Ho Chi Minh)已故越南共产常领导人,革命家。
香港演员秦祥林,1970年代走红台湾的文艺片小生,代表作《女朋友》。
中国国画大师张大千,有“五百年来一大千”之称。
著名物理学家吴健雄,他不仅名扬国际学术界,弟子杨振宁、李政道更曾获诺贝尔奖。
台湾歌星赵咏华,成名作《越飞越高》。
韩丝贝莉(Lorraine Hansberry)美国剧作家,曾获戏剧评论奖,作品为《太阳下的一粒葡萄干》,也是公民权的改革者,34岁去世。
英国物理学家波诺(Edward de Bono),发展出侧面思考的概念。
威廉阿斯特二世(William Waldorf Astor Il),出生于美国的英国企业家、政治家,是《观察家》报的老板,为南希的前夫。
澳洲歌剧女高音梅尔芭(Nellie Meba),以嗓音纯净、清新,及演唱花腔女高音时的漂亮装饰音闻名。
[will my name be up there in e future?? haha]
塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌的第19张“太阳”,可说是所有牌中最好的一张。它象征知识、省略和幸运,也代表值得受人尊敬和回报。这张牌正立时,代表清澈、人际和谐及美好的名声等正面特质;但倒立时,则暗示了骄傲、自负和虚伪等不利的负面特性。
[which side is it?]
静思语
有些事人力可为;有些事只能听乎天命!
[means i shouldnt take things too hard?]
优点
爆发力强、活力充沛、公正。
[i sound like a energetic judge!! haha.. when e impression of a judge is a calm person..]
缺点
控制欲强、容易瓦解、易受挫折。
[too much self discipline is bad too?? failure is e mother of success!!!]
_____________________________________________________________________________________
how true is it?
but i will listen to its advice..
do check yours out!!
http://astro.sunvv.com/366/
Friday, July 13, 2007
Friday, July 13, 2007
I tot this will onli happen when one is attached..
mayb im thinking too much..
realised tt ppl always make assumptions..
based on their understanding of e other..
then again.. ppl change all e time..
i guess i hav not been keeping up..
so dun ask me to make any..
my future responses will b mayb..
seeing is believing..
i dun even understand myself..
how can u?
Jus like li's questionaire..
at what time of e day do i feel best?
i hav no idea.. it varies.. so how?
how m i seated when im relaxing?
like now?
wats e last sleeping posture?
it had always been changing..
so dun assume anything..
**its very hurting**
* Esp when its gd frens who think so negatively of u *
Time to say gd-bye i guess..
Friday, July 13, 2007
Anybody wanna eat cardboard stuffed buns??
haha.. its so creepy wat they do for money these days..
wonder how e olympics will turn out..
hmm..
well.. relatively, singapore is a better place to live in..
its onli everynow n then that we hav cases like e blood bank..
haha.. compared to India.. where there is endless news to report that they dun even include news from other countries.. haha..
or China..
or our neighbouring countries with e crimes to control..
or the beheading incidents..
so look on the bright side that we r here..
Monday, July 09, 2007
Monday, July 09, 2007
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haha.. looks like my interest r relatively diverse eh..
history n biology..
history entrails me..
but i guess onli biology can feed me..
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Was damn furious this morning..
some brainless action..
i get fired at when i do it..
n i cant do it to her..
n somebody else hav to make up for it..
so damn pissed..
Well.. my dad bribed me with a dinner at ICHIBAN at causeway..
hmmm.. as they always say.. get the stomach first..
so i hav been to causeway point for 3 days in a row..
oh ya.. i had lost 2kg since JC2..
well.. mayb coz muscles r heavier than fats..
but i do realise that for these 3 days..
i hav been feasting..
if i were to go on that machine again..
would i b heavier alreadi?? haha..
at least my daddy wun say that he wasted money on me..
but i do not use up e eneergy..
leaving my brain hyper active in e middle of e night..
the time when i integrate fantasy into my life..
dreaming wat would i b like if i knew leonardo da vinci or mona lisa..
or if i had lived in e 1800s in London..
or in e aids villages..
i had always wanted to go there..
esp since tech is so advanced now..
i was reading a bk bout London in e 1800s..
while watching e sci-fic movie on earth's core..
n the condor heroes..
cool eh..
i wanna travel.. look ard at e real world..
we r all so protected here..
yet many r displeased..
so many incidents here r so minor..
r we impt?
or r e less fortunate more impt?
or e bigger events happening all ard e world?
Global warming..
now then they try to make a big fuss out of it..
though Al Gore had emphasized it on soo many occassions..
e power of e media..
N wats up with e green tops??
will it reduce e CO2 levels?
wun actions speak louder??
mayb like a mass planting of trees or smth?
e recycling thingie..
keep it going!!
support e public transport..
or cycle!
wun it b more significant?
i understand that a small effort on our part may not make a diff..
but wat bout everybody making e effort tgt?
then again.. is it already too late?
then again.. is it juz a cycle?
then again.. wun it b nice to die tgt?
then everything now will seem so insignificant..
wat if e bees die out??
n we hav 4 yrs left??
continue studying? play?
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Jiahui got tix to go to e NDP reheasal!!
N i cant go..
i had onli been to e P5 one..
so sad...
muz hav been soo high!!
i wanna go..
oh well..
i still met jiahui in e morning.. haha..
thank goodness we dun hav to join in e super long Q..
hee.. settled it way faster than i thought..
should i sleep more.. it was a rainy morning lo!!
haha..
then met ping to go n sing!!
didnt see her for more than 2 yrs!!
oh man!!..
well.. she is leading a gd life anyway..
but she had chosen e workaholic path..
hope that it wun b at e expense of her health..
bout time she listen to e doc!!
well.. no matter wat happen in e future..
it will b over in a blink!!
coz time flies!!
SMILE!!
had a gr8 time singing..
though it was short..
but did chose e hard ones..
n went for e notes to vent everything out..
so fun!!
wonder when will e next time be..
n didnt go out with mal n e others..
haix.. didnt see them for so long!!
next time i will b there!!
missed ya lots!!
Friday, July 06, 2007
Friday, July 06, 2007
Been rotting at home soooo damn much..
so damn much that my voice suffered.. haha
coz my mum will watch her shows n nobody else is at home..
+ i dun talk to myself..
so its still muffled..
n i cant project my voice like b4 anymore..
so i sound so gentle now.. haha..
i rmb that some reckoned that my voice is quite whiney..
then i thought to myself..
izzit??
Prob e rather high-pitched 'hey' every now n then..
n e 'hee' which mean im up to no gd..
is there more that i dunnoe of??
Do let me know? Thanx..
Hav been soooo coped up at home..
so much so that i can finish a 500+ page novel on Mona Lisa in a day..
haha..
been so cut off from everybody..
no internet coz of e com.. haiz..
went for the medical checkup today..
nwith pearlyn n mel n Mel's fren..
So nice of her dad to give us a lift into e sch..
i didnt c e 2 of them for more than half a yr!!
Ever since e last gathering in DEC!!
OMG.. haha..
so weird eh..
i guess some frens do come n go..
n e strength is determined by e % of time that we spend with e other person..
kind of relieved that though i dun talk to some often..
it aint so bad.. hee..
glad that its still on friendly terms..
i guess as time goes by..
we will meet new ppl here n there..
No harm having frens everywhere rite?
esp since when there is a higher chance to bumping into them now?
but keep those that u noe will b there for us close..
thats wat everybody says..
but everybody juz hav 24h daily..
split among family, work, personal time n friends..
how much can we spare??
thats y im feeling guilty for talking to some now.. haiz..
like my Pri Sch mates..
Ny pals..
Interact Exco..
Aj Zhu Zhus..
Orientation groupS!!
oh man..
Sounds like i lost alot..
Mayb when im no longer quarantined, i will start catching up..
i guess ppl with diff lifes now moved on..
so jealous that kahing still meet up for Pri Sch Gathering..
When will it b 6D gathering again??
I will see Ms Koo's 2 children!!
Anyway..
to others, it may b like i dun care bout it..
Mayb even to e xtent that i dun treasure..
i guess everybody experiences this to a certain xtent..
the balance between wanting more frens n keeping old frens..
how to strike a balance?
diff ppl hav diff methods..
But, to me..
i do know that if somebody wanna meet me..
n i cant make it..
i will definitely make e next available date free for e person..
thats juz me.. ok?
thats juz wat i think is right..
ppl hav diff opinions n methods..
juz accept it..
im no saint..
Nobody is here to judge too..
my method may not b e Perfect or the only one..
but thats juz e best arrangement i hav in mind..
its up to u wat u wanna think..
i guess i side-tracked alot..
i finally get to watch transformers today with Pearlyn!!
its very nice!! e adrenaline rush!!
haha..
totally changed my opinion that its a boy-ish movie..
haha.. n we walked up n down e whole CAUSEWAY for 5 times..
haha.. so fun eh!!
bought some tops too..
n we still didnt get e bottle that she is lookin for.. haha..
Monday, July 02, 2007
Monday, July 02, 2007
Well.. a very suitable topic since its
moanday today..
e truth is.. i tear every monday..
haha.. dun ask.. or i will start again..
well.. someone asked hav i gotten over it or not..
i guess i did..
was kind of enlightened..
how cant i esp since i cant do anything at all at home..
so this is e end result..
read bout e death of the rj boy last wk..
im grateful that i outlived him so far..
n comparing my grandpa to him..
he is very very fortunate eh?
that is e reason..
Things that happened many years ago often seem close n nearby to e present, n many things tt happened recently seem as ancient as e bygone days of youth.
-Leonardo da Vinci
this yr had been so eerie..
ppl being crashed by falling trees..
n e relatives of other frens like pam n kel..
e surge in drowning incidents..
n e new dengue strain..
is it juz me??
or e world is turning for the worse??
wats e use of having a blog if u r not gonna b honest??
hmmm..
anyway.. juz a update..
i didnt hav perfect eyesight..
but e doc reassured me that since im so young, e condition will improve.. so i will wish for e best..
but its realli annoying coz its of 2 diff degrees..
Monday, July 02, 2007
This had been suffocating me..
I cant stand it anymore!!
Its e cummulative effect..
How can the Chinese in China do that to their own ppl??
Dun they hav conscience??
im totally stumped..
Juz a list that i can rmb so far from my readings..
1. Fake egg ( Brilliant eh?)
2. Toxic milk powder which had destroyed e future of many infants ( with their 1-child policy, how many families r ruined juz like that?)
3. Injected red ink into watermelons to enhance their colour ( Looks can b deceiving eh..)
4. Added black ink into soy sauce due to poor harvest ( their reason for doing so is due to stiff competition.. so? does it mean its morally right?)
5. Forced antibiotics down e throats of ducks by using hoses to increase their weight. ( Here comes bird flu!!)
6. Pumped sewage water into pigs which r over 100 kg by using hose forced down their throats.. ( N we r gonna eat it.. Juz gr8)
7. Polluting their already polluted rivers. (n e rivers r all connected to e sea.. So pray hard..)
8. Eating so many frogs that e frogs in India are endangered.. ( What a miracle!!)
Oh well.. who m i to comment eh?
im juz another soul in this over polluted, over populated and dying earth..
LIfe is short.. so y make it shorter??
Shouldnt we treasure the time??
Then again..
dun they hav conscience..
most of e stuff r done for higher profits..
but dun they noe that its immoral??
or izzit juz me?
Mayb i cannot fully understand their situation at all..
they may b too hungry.. or smth..
mayb an oversight?? ( which i will never believe)
Well..
Im totally grateful that im in Singapore..
Dun hav to worry as much bout e food..
Anyway..e next thing i noe, i will b jailed.. haha..
Nah.. im jus consolidating info picked up from e papers..
with a bit of comments.. haha..
Juz wanna emphasize that im in no position to comment..
juz some ignorant ones.. rite??
Rite...
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