Monday, September 29, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
Juz last wk i was in Vietnam..
away from reality..
haha..
but im more than happy to b back..
hehe..
back to this place called home..
wonder how it will b like when i go aust..
at least i hav dine!!
haha.. i think.. somehow.. haha..
been going out lately..
n will still b.. haha..
guess im not a homely person..
hehe..
my beloved N73 is down..
the phone memory claim that its full..
but i cant figure out wat is it full of..
sianz..
i love e phone so much lo..
sianz...
hope that there will b gd deals on wed for me to get another phone..
my N73..
it had been a yr n 4 mths..
been through entire NTU life with me..
oh man..
sianz..
Sunday was unbelievable!!
17 of us turned up eventually..
started from 10 for movie..
then it swelled to 17 for bowling..
is it e magic of bowling or they happen to b free??
haha..
it was fun catching up with them..
n creating new records on e video game machine..
heard that lionel got e high score that nite..
153 with 5 strikes.. haha..
not bad..
i only managed a spare..
haha.. well..
my first time playing with them..
it was fun laughing at each other n ourselves..
u guys made up such a big part of me..
gonna miss u guys lots when i leave..
now im trying to settle accomodation..
which is a tricky issue..
oh well..
hope everything goes well..
i believe that luck runs in e family..
hehe..
watched 'my best friend's girl'
highlighted e fact that..
nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai..
does it happen all e time??
coz of e risk??
no pain no gain?
haha.. silly tots..
it does seem like im gonna get a job..
haha.. til e end of dec..
but it means i can onli go out less..
will i mind it??
haha.. im so greedy..
its money VS time..
who is gonna win??
but there is still jan to go out..
rite??
haha..
its so funny at times..
how ppl contradict themselves..
they like simple designs for things..
but they like to complicate their own lives..
seems like they desire things to b simple..
yet they choose to believe that things have to be complicated..
so is it really how this seems??
watched another movie e other day..
bout his attitude prob girl..
who changed for e better..
who says leopard cant change their spotS??
but she over-did it..
wanted to fit in more..
where is e line??
its gd at times to know our flaws and work on it..
to change for e better..
but, we should still retain smth bout us that is special rite??
haha.. we r all special, isnt it?
as long as we r not doing things against our conscience..
isnt it gd enough??
to my dear dear frens..
i believe that the sun is always shining..
its onli a matter of whether one wanna step in it..
n let the lightrays shine all over us..
let the sun shine on us with our eyes closed and a broad smile..
life is beautiful..
well, its does rain a bit here.. haha..
but it will eventually b over and the sun will b out again..
i love the sun..
not known how to get there??
when there is a will, there is a way..
take a step back..
breathe..
calm down..
n smile..
n believe that its possible..
=)
its a matter of how badly one wants it..
i had always tot im a rational person..
capable of keeping my emotions under control..
Monday, September 22, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
super frustrating!!
some company still refuse to pay me..
@#$%TY&$
i hope that their company will fold soon..
haha..
Went to relief teach again for 2 days..
poor kids..
hav to b taught by me..
haha..
well, its gd money..
haha..
i do need that additional cash..
since im still jobless..
been packing for my vietnam trip!
im now in vietnam!!
hehe..
its mostly sightseeing..
seen the horrors of war in a museum..
which intensifies their hatred for the Americans..
e after effects of agent orange..
e torture methods that they used against e ppl..
the chicken feather on their fingers..
the tiger cage..
my heart goes out to them..
the tragedies of war..
something that i hope i never get to experience..
seen the ancient post office where telephone booths are wooden cubicles..
so cool!!
the population of women here outnumbered the guys so much so that their status are downgraded..
it had even became their culture to wear their national costumes made of thin material..
so that they can exhibit their assets to attract guys' attention..
its quite sad..
plus the guys hav more than 1 wife!!
poor ladies..
all is due to the reason that alot of guys were killed in war..
thankfully im born in singapore..
now im at a resort.. hehe..
near e beach where ladies line up on e beach waiting to poach on guys..
kind of interested to see how its like..
but they wun b interested in me..
hav yet to buy anything much..
hope there can b more stuff in e market!!
the food here is so-so..
nth fantastic..
quite oily..
lots of beef n dog meat..
thankfully im with e tour..
but e bread here is great!!
so is the buffet breakfast in e hotel!!
damn gd!!
haha..
went to a restaurant in e afternoon..
appears to b a hotspot where couples take their wedding photos..
its quite disappointing to see that the guys here r way worse than those in SIngapore!!
oh my god..
its realli terrible..
n im not exaggerating..
n i had already lowered e standards..
so there is nth much to look at along e streets..
its quite sad that they will date by e roadsides..
all e dust and soot from e millions of motorbikes!!
it juz sounds so romantic..
haha..
i tried shooting using a M16..
i know u guys r sick of it..
but its new to me ok!!
2 bullets!!
sad that i cant bring the bullet shells home..
its quite addictive..
haha..
stupid weijie thinks im a sec 3/4 kid..
so does the casino personnel..
refuse to let me enter..
i onli wanted to use e internet la..
frustrating..
had a super interesting tour guide..
his jokes are damn gd.
n he even asked us to give him hotel soap n shaver..
haha..
poor broke..
hav a big family to support..
but he put it across very well..
hav to hand it to him..
prob will recall more stuff when im back..
3 more days i think..
i had lost count..
haha..
it had been a wk long le..
so many things happened..
still so many 'what ifs'..
wondering whether how serious this will be..
been thinking bout it e whole time..
i blieve its right to do smth bout it..
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
so frustrating!!
The boss refuse to give an answer whether to hire me or not yet..
looks like i need to look for another..
irritating..
taught chinese on mon n tues..
i think my chinese language improved..
hehe.. havent written chinese characters for quite some time already..
hope it wun b a longer time til i write it again..
taught p1 on fri..
there is a attitude problem kid in class..
i believe he is colour blind..
he is full of resentment..
my heart goes out to him..
his negativity is so extreme..
he gave me alot of trouble..
refuse to cooperate..
hope that teachers can talk to him..
oh well..
its all over..
been e usual usher training and driving..
n tuition..
hardly making ends meet..
oh well..
joy is more impt??
lalala
hav to thank Maypo for your introduction!!
the books by e author were really gd..
love them!!
finally time to read again.. hehe..
Finally met the OP gang after quite some time..
sorry guys.. its always tuition..
exams.. sorry..
finally handed my stuff over to e juniors..
felt more at ease..
Thanks SerXing for your dear advice..
one shouldnt allow factors to hold us back..
one should not b restricted by our own mentality..
cox e future is a unknown..
n its unpredictable..
s treasure time..
enough with 'what ifs'
coz if we r not, then we might as well b cooped up at home..
coz accident rates are high..
anything can happen anytime..
its all our choice..
in our hands..
sounds like i had though it through??
i hope so..
but it takes 2 hands to clap..
gonna get back to my Beloved Dr House..
haha..
i hope i wun b so random that i give ppl a shock..
Dine!! im free lo..
never call me.. =(
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Sunday, September 07, 2008
had been caught up by usher training..
tuition and driving..
felt so guilty..
hav to go to vietnam e weekend juz b4 her exam..
oh man..
Many guys came into my life..
N i had pushed all away..
Dun even give e chance of dates..
unless i felt that it was more of a fren outing..
felt more like im out with op guys..
when e underlying motive was minimised..
a move to protect myself..
from harm..
but i caged myself up instead..
fearful of being reliant on others..
or m i too used to b being alone??
i guess i bottle up..
or mayb not..
i choose to forget..
i choose to b random..
i choose to b under the cover of smiles..
but there was an exception..
is he the ans?
or juz another gd fren?
a buddy to help him destress?
i think its juz my rebellious side..
my future boss called n tried to talk me into going to flinders..
e more she wan me to go, e more i dun..
haha..
rationally, its coz of e honours n pay..
since all e scholars who had been to fliners got honours..
n obviously all e scholars who had been to sydney got honours..
or they cant practise..
so is there a difference?
yes..
3 others accepted flinders..
i dun wanna go there n compete..
in sydney, its by meritocracy..
i get honours as long as i hit the grade..
better than having to b better than 8 to get honours..
rite??
love is not a mulitple-choice question..
wow.. so one shouldnt think so much..
haha..
broke half of my toe nail on wed..
scratched the top layer of skin off..
ouch.. looked nasty too..
n had to wear covered heels e next day..
great..
then there was e award ceremony on thurs..
at moh..
put up a short funny skit..
haha..
felt so real for once..
were we close??
not realliy..
since most r with their jc frens..
not surprising..
oh well..
there r more chances to work tgt in e future i think..
e onli impt part is that this is e start..
then there was D&D with Boonliang and Reuben BDae..
haha.. oriental theme..
oh well..
was more for the food..
n e time tgt..
gonna miss u guys soo..
im not sure when i will see them again..
24h workshop on e 19th..
but im leaving for vietnam on 20th..
unless someone can drive me home after the workshop..
any volunteers??
haha..
gonna b e start of another hectic week..
sch from 10-5 then esplanade for mon n tues..
then work will prob finally start on wed..
tuition on wed n fri..
meeting serxing on thurs!!
Hee..
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